-"Coldness within`_-

2009-09-02T11:47:00.003+08:00

Stress..

There's so much that I need to do, need to think.

Trying to accomodate to everyone.

Sorry Sevens, Because of my playfulness, I got injured.

I really hope I won't pull everyone down.

I'll give it my best.

Sorry dear, I keep making you unhappy..

I understand how you feel. Love you.

2009-08-27T22:35:00.002+08:00

Damn it I can concentrate properly now.

My mind already on holiday mode but I kept switching it back to Study mode.

Gotta focus gotta focus.. gotta focus.. gotta focus!!

Last paper tomorrow, make it a good one don't regret later.

Self-discipline dude, forcing myself.

I don't wanna get de-registered and stay back another semester and all.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!

Ok back to study.

2009-08-26T22:09:00.004+08:00

WOW I ACTUALLY CAME IN HERE!

Something must be wrong with me I think. LOL.

Come on Cash, this is the last lap of stupid exams, boring lectures, freaking question-bombarding teachers during presentations, out of my world assignments, and most importantly stupid exams. After this is easy life attachment.. I think. My friends that went for attachment said they rather come back for lectures, but to us, the still-stuck-in-school-and-want-something-new guys, we think that we would rather go for attachment than these boring letures. Oh well, attachment sounds better to me though. hahas! My mum said she could fetch me to attachment every morning as it is near our house. YESSSSSSSSSSSS!! Its been a long time since secondary school that I can get chauffeured to school every single working day(schooling day).

Ok enough talk, JIA YOU GUYS!!! TO THOSE WHO STILL HAVE PAPER TILL FRIDAY LIKE ME! =D

TO THOSE FINISH PAPER LIAO PLEASE GO AWAY. Ehhh~ no la joking my friends~ hahas. Enjoy your holidays!! =D

Come on Sevens, we will bet everything on this friday, make it or break it. No, there's no break it, there's only make it, cause I BELIEVE!

Jia you dear. Stand strong and believe.

Endure through this, you can make it too, cause I believe in you. =]

Love you dear. Wei ni er tiao. =]

2009-05-17T21:08:00.002+08:00

.
.

All I ever wanted,

is to dance.

But I guess there's nothing I can do.

Thanks for everything dear, I love you. =]

2009-03-29T02:41:00.005+08:00

Groove In The West

Checkmatez, the super no mo qi team. Almost everytime we will start will different steps. We will step onto each other's leg, we will argue bout how to do this step and which is the possible best way to change into a certain formation and stuffs. We always don't have much time to train together as we have our individual commitments. We always get distracted easily and start to play and waste time. But despite all this, I LOVE BEING PART OF THIS TEAM! =D

The fun and laughter we shared. Cause Chien Yen always, i repeat ALWAYS, do stupid things, then we will somehow try music and do it together with the beat. WASIVEN WORSE, you all always laugh at almost everything I say. Hahas! Thanks eh I feel very happy when got people laugh at the stupid things i said, although sometimes when my plans fail then will awkward silence la hor~ LOL. I everytime sing wrong lyrics at Mad, I'm yelling over me hmm~ She yelling over her hmm~ LOL! Ok maybe this part not very funny, but I things its damn funny when i sing wrong and laughed like shit while you guys all blur like cow. LOL. Thanks for the fun trainings. =D

The hardship we endured. Damn it studio 18 is for people who like to go for suana with clothes. We sweat like a godly cow man! BUT THAT WAS SHIOK! We get super drained from those steaming trainings, even we really no more energy we still whack through the whole full song, damn it that was madness, but we pulled it through together. Hahas. We got demoralised at times cause we really can't get everything right sometimes, but we shouted loudly "JIA YOU!" to ourselves and it really helped alot I feel, and Ivan and his sunshine face. I felt each other for that. The trainings that we had, I learnt alot from you guys in so many perspective. Thanks. =D

I really can't describe this other than a very deep thank you cause my vocab limited. Thank you guys for giving me this chance. to be able to learn how to choreo and try out and feel the sense of happiness of certain things that i don't normally get the chance to do. I really thank you guys. =]

We tried our best, we put up a good show, and we have no regrets. =]

Checkmatez!

The super no mo qi team. I'm really proud of being in this team. Love you guys. =DD

Jia you to those that got into Semi! Feisty Volume, Joyce and the boys, Wasabi, Sushi, Kinderjoy, Refresh, Red Alert GO GO GO! You guys did great! keep it up! =D

For this time, wei wo er tiao. =)

Now that I've finally reached home, I don't have to endure anymore..

Hot tears scald my cheeks..

I admit, I'm very very sad..

2009-03-04T00:18:00.002+08:00

There's a reason for everything.

Sometimes I hope.

Then again, I'll just let it pass.

2009-02-22T02:46:00.002+08:00

This picture shows Legendary Cash and Legendary Cash's Legendary girl, her name is Legendary Smell Back. And yes, that's my girl. =)

Sorry for I am not able to spend enough time with you. Sorry for I cannot be by your side at times when you need me. Sorry for I am not a good boyfriend. Although this all probably makes no difference.

Love you girl.

2008-12-23T12:29:00.003+08:00

Off to Korea!

Err~ I think I have a whole chunk of things to write about Danzation, but I needa leave for Korea today so I'll update about Danzation when I get back yea? Hahas. Will be back on the 28th or 29th. And I know I'll miss out on alot of activities! Night cycling, christmas party, hanging outs. Damn~ No worries, I'll be back very very soon! Takkaire of yourselves alright! Miss you guys. =)

You know I'll miss you too. =)

Don't Emo ah~ Love you dear. <3

2008-12-11T22:10:00.002+08:00

I really hate myself now, blaming myself extremely.
Regret. Guilt.
WHY DID I DO THIS?
The things we been through, the times we shared, the moments we had..
All broken..
A freaking stupid mistake made..
Wo zhen de bu gan xing..
I really don't want things to turn out this way..
I DON'T WANNA LOSE YOU. I really don't..
Now I really feel.. Nothing elses matters.. really nothing else..
No mood for anything..
I just want the trust.. Don't care bout any other things anymore..
Nothing is more important..
Emotions, I won't hide it, or maybe I can't control it.
First time I ever felt like this, Its killing me..
I really don't want it to be this way..
Please.. bu yao zhe yang.. I really can't take it.. Its unbearable..
Then again, It's me that caused this, can only blame myself, its all my fault..
Its no use but, truly.. sorry.

2008-11-23T09:50:00.003+08:00

I wish I would not let you feel this way.

I wish there wouldn't even be chances that you'll feel this way.

I wish I can find ways, so as not to let you feel this way again.

I wish.. I really wish..

What a useless guy I am.

Really hurts to see..

My whole body is aching all over, super aching kind.

Not to mention the injuries.

Dance is more important?

No, to me, you're more important than alot other things.

2008-11-18T00:52:00.006+08:00

Danzation's getting nearer. I think I'll die by the changing of costumes on that day -.- hahas.

..................I'm a happy boy. Cause of you.

..........................Perseverance. We will pull through.

..............Trust. I will show.

.............Determine. That I will.

...............Security. You will feel.

Alot people having zombie faces lately. Need more sleep need more sleep! Drink lots of water guys. Please don't try out any weird stuffs, at least after 19 & 20 Dec. You know who you are, take care of your body ah! =]

Having you here, nothing else matters.. =)

2008-11-08T13:11:00.002+08:00

Hmm, I'll try my best to control.

Things are getting tougher, 3 out of 7 is starting to raise..

I will pull through. Stop thinking too darn much, cause nothing's gonna change.

Live the way how it is, and enjoy the days that come.
.
Danzation. our months of effort, the things we're gone through, the sleepless nights we had together, the late night trainings we gone through, the huge amount of time we spent for this. Danzation, everyone's hard work. You wanna know what have we all been doing and preparing during these few months? Come watch us. I'll assure you, It'll be worth it.

Watch me, I'll show you.

I want you to be my future. =)

2008-11-04T01:42:00.006+08:00

Why are there things that look so easy but seems super hard for me to achieve it? I really can't figure it out. Hmm.. Ahh it's ok forget it. Maybe some things are meant to be this way.

~Random thoughts~

- Finally got the chance to take Ann's class again. Felt very happy, cause it's been a very long time since the last class was taught. Let's take the long way home~

- My dad is back home.

- Why can't I know?

- So many questions I wanna ask, but I knew, the answer would most probably still be the same.
- Me teach/clean steps? I don't know about it, but I'll definitely try my best.
- So.. ..? I don't know.. But, as long as I believe. Time will tell..

- I'm trying my best to control it.

So many things going through my mind. Feels kinda.. Argh~ I shouldn't be thinking so much. Hope. Miracle.

Nothing's gonna change my mind. I'm serious about this.

2008-11-02T11:28:00.003+08:00

It has been a very very very long time since I had dinner with my family (excluding my dad, he's still overseas since a week ago and still is not back yet). *Hmm, what will you do if I told you about my plans?* Finally I get to have a whole day's rest. Well not exactly, cause I missed out the self prac at 12pm, overslept big time. So sorry guys.

It's always nice to have a cup of nice warm hot chocolate on my table beside me, a guitar which is nicely tuned, and a few scores to go along with it. Another great alternative is to watch some exciting Animes with my huge screen laptop. Hahas. This is my form of escapism last time. I don't need to do anything fanciful, don't need anything too bazaar, just chilling around is enough for me. =) Returning to the good old days for just once today. Hahas.

Tomorrow will be another day of busying dance, it's tiring, but I still enjoyed it nevertheless. The effort put in by everyone, Danzation, we will show you that this few months of pracs and pracs and rehearsals are not for naught. Jia you everyone!

Please give me a chance to show you. Really hope.. Just once is enough. Understanding.

I'm starting to miss you already.. T~T

2008-10-29T15:33:00.003+08:00

Dance hard, study hard, dance harder.
Strive to be. I will be.
Xiang xing! =D

What could he be possibly thinking?
He calls 120k cheap -.-

WLN. =))

2008-10-26T09:28:00.002+08:00

Everytime, I'm so afraid of facing this 3 out of 7, but there's no avoiding it. It hits me harder and harder. I'm really scared. Wished I fell sick, so that I would have a valid reason to cut off from the world and hide myself in my overly peaceful and silent room..

WO BENG KUI LE..

2008-10-25T10:04:00.003+08:00

Small talks with sis is always good. Hey sis, thanks. What you said, really kept me going. But I still hopes for his acknowledgement. I'm gonna change that China man mindset of his, thats for sure, someday.

I don't know why.. but..

Hmm, maybe..

Really nothing.. except for..

I.. ahhh nevermind.

Like I said,

no matter what you're thinking,.

2008-10-18T10:05:00.002+08:00

I got a feeling after danzation,

if I run 2.4km surely at 10 mins range, or maybe below. hahas!

Should I get Sennheiser, Creative, or a special earpiece that supports iphone and has a small built-in mic, but still can use for normal mp3? Prices are, $45, $25, $10 respectively. The Sennheiser phone is not original, but its almost the same quality as the real one. Creative and the iphone brand is original one. Creative is like the one Ivan is using, not bad eh, very lightweight, can use for self prac without restricting my movements. The Sennheiser one has a very tiny built-in volume control, and also very lightweight, not bulky at all, can use for dance also. the iphone brand one also very lightweight eh, but the special thing is that it got a mic. Quality check, ranking from the best first, Sennheiser, Creative, iphone brand. hahas.

...

Ok after reading what I have typed myself, maybe I'll just take the Sennheiser one. LOL. Its original retail price is at $189. SO EX! Although this non-original one only cost $45, but I've never bought a earpiece more than $30 before. hahas. This time I try try see how. hahas.

Understanding and communication.

Xiang xing jiu ke yi, bu xiang xing jiu bu ke yi.

swee kiat theory. =)

SDBY, WZYNYG. =)

2008-10-15T11:09:00.003+08:00

YES! My new laptop is finally here!

Although its a 2nd hand laptop, but i kinda like it alot. Dell 17" screen, white and silver colour, GREAT sound system built in(the volume level is enough to fill my whole house with music, not joking), and it is said that this laptop is meant for gaming, which means this laptop's specifications are quite good. Kok sheng said that this laptop is super heavy to carry, but I find it quite alright though, not as heavy as you guys think. Or maybe its just me. hahas.

Another good news, I am able to get back my data from that old acer laptop! and the person helped me make the internal hard disk of the old acer laptop into a portable hard disk. which means I got all my precious data back, plus! a 120 gb hard disk? hahas. Now all that's left is to bring it to school to install the necessary softwares from the helpdesk.

I'm quite happy now.

Satisfied in a way.

Thanks Mum! Love you Dad.

Don't say that your fat, cause you're not! And I don't care. =)

ZWYLZYN. hahas.

2008-10-06T14:15:00.003+08:00

元衛覺醒 - 鴕鳥

你說不愛了于是我就承擔

不問我心里想的是相反

陽光很燦爛我卻笑不出來

他讓我看清楚你已離開

我忍著悲傷和無奈

就躲在房間不出來

無法阻擋時間在快轉

只能把愛藏在回憶深海

不想面對的是學著習慣成自然

我會把愛隱藏到誰都看不出來

大海在繼續卻與你無關

你說不愛了于是我就承擔

不問我心里想的是相反

陽光很燦爛我卻笑不出來

他讓我看清楚你已離開

那動人完美的獨白

沒說完你就先離開

就算遺憾我也不推翻

只能把愛藏在回憶深海

不想面對的是學著習慣成自然

我會把愛隱藏到誰都看不出來

大海在繼續卻與你無關

這不是鴕鳥的心態

只是我還無法釋懷

我還愛你再不會說出來

只能把愛藏在回憶深海

不想面對的是學著習慣成自然

我會把愛隱藏到誰都看不出來

大海在繼續卻與你無關

只能讓愛離開回憶深海

不想面對的是只能學著習慣成自然

對你的愛寂寞讓我卻還在依賴

你要的幸福卻與我無關

Fake a smile. Things will be easier for everyone this way.

I'm not giving up still, I'll always be here. =)

2008-10-03T12:18:00.002+08:00

Why am I so stubborn..

I really can't help it..

Feeling so helpless..

Heavy.. Very heavy..

Starting to hate myself..

As darkness pours, wintriness fills

This long path of mean hardy road

Been walking since I can't even remember

Yet, I can't even see the horizon

In the end, everything comes back to the same thing

Emo boy, that, I will be. Alone, feels somewhat more easy.

Afterall, I still.. can't..

Sorry, let me be, alone.

2008-10-02T15:04:00.002+08:00

That "Next time" never came..

Risks, afraid that I can't bear it.

But afterall, regret strikes me harder.

Revealing painful truths.. Should I? Or should I not.

Is there no chance at all?

2008-09-26T16:47:00.004+08:00

Sometimes, heeding advices is good, it guides us, but we should not let it lead us.

Remember to always follow your heart, this way, there will be no regrets.

What. How. When.
Waiting.
Sun qi zi ran ba.

Holding on tightly still.

Feeling stronger, day by day.

2008-09-22T00:04:00.003+08:00

Lost..

"What to do?"

"What can I do?"

"What should I do?"

I don't have the answer to these questions when I don't even know which subject it is refering to. As a marker, we could all just refer to the answer sheet, but sometimes, the most important thing is to see what answers, or what different point of views apart from the answer sheet did the others gave.

I really don't know why.. Maybe this is what they call unconditional.

Alot of people are starting to fall sick these few days, just wanna ask you guys to drink more water, rest more, and DON'T ONLINE TILL SO LATE! -.-

Hey you! get well soon. =)

2008-09-17T15:53:00.003+08:00

My laptop finally crashed.

I shouldn't have forgotten to take Kok's hard disk home 2 days back, if not I would've had back up in that hard disk now. And to think that I wanna borrow from Kok the hard disk today, but it crashed on the same day before I get the chance to back up! ARGH! MY PHOTOS! MY VIDEOS! MY EVERYTHING! GONE! Wo zhe liang nian lai, mei hao de hui yi, ALL GONE. Real depressed. Got nothing to say.

Guess this is it, I won't be able to come online that often anymore. Till the day my laptop gets repaired. Really sad. Wo hui gen jia xing ku.. Bye~

The hardest thing to do is to watch the one you love,

love someone else.

2008-09-17T15:28:00.003+08:00

Take Care Ken!

All the things you taught me, I will remember it..

Hope to see you again real soon! And when you come back, we will show you that we have improved.

Thanks, for guiding me, for your acknowledgement, for everything. Definitely will remember this handsome face of yours.

Felt really sad.. the things you are going through, the things that you had to sacrifice.. Her..

I felt a very strong bond between you and the others when we are standing at the glass door. The really good times that you had with everyone of us. Imagine.. The ups and downs, the things you and your close friends have gone through all these years, and now you have to leave for a very long time.. JJ, I really can't control anymore when I see Ken and JJ hugging at that moment, its too unbearable, couldn't control my tears.. Really too sad.. Now after you have gone pass that door, it will be maybe 1 year from now till we see you again when you visit come during your holidays.

Being that fun and cheerful guy that is always bringing smiles to our faces. I'll miss you man. Wish you all the best! See you soon. =)

2008-09-15T02:43:00.003+08:00

Chris Brown - I Wanna Be

credits to Xiao Bao.

2008-09-13T03:02:00.006+08:00

Gotta really work hard. Pirouettes, isolations, accent, ding dian, extensions, energy level and many more. Danzation. I'll work hard to improve! Dance, I don't know how far I might be able to go with it, but as long as I'm doing something I really like, nothing else really matters.

NS, I think it's not that bad after all? Like they said, guess I should just enjoy the process, cause it's actually quite fun.

Hope my muscles don't ache BADLY tomorrow. I know for sure that it's gonna ache again after krump practise, but please don't ache badly~ Cause I wanna enjoy the basketball session tomorow! Hahas. Ok I think I should sleep a little bit earlier today. Nights guys.

--- --- ---

You see things; and you say, "Why?"

But I dream things that never were; and I say, "Why not?"

--- --- ---

Believe and you will see. I'm still trying hard to accept this sentence.

Qing bu zi jing..

2008-09-12T02:45:00.002+08:00

Hey bro, it's really been a long time since I saw you. 1 or 2 months maybe? Even though we did not meet up for a very long time, I don't know why but we still don't feel uneasy around each other. hahas. 6 years of solid friendship and still counting. Sorry that I am always busy with dance and I'm not able to meet up with you and the rest. But don't worry! I'll always squeeze out some time to meet up. Then we will find a place to eat, chill and catch up on everything we can think of. Come to think of it we won't spend much this way too yea? Definitely a good idea. hahas!

Take lots of care when you are back home alrights? And help me bring back some food and stuffs! hahas. All the best, and congrats. Zu ni xing fu kuai le ah! =) Brothers forever. Regardless of nationality. hahas!

When you're happy, I'm happy. =D
When you're sad, I'm sad. =(

2008-09-11T01:20:00.002+08:00

Feeling so strong.

Determined.

I will change for the better.

I don't wanna be like this forever.

Not gonna let go.

Still holding onto you, "Hope".

I miss you.. =(

2008-09-08T00:17:00.001+08:00

This morning, my dad fetched me to school. Indeed today I am very tired in the morning, and I'm quite surprised when my sis told me that my dad could fetch me to school today for I don't know why also. Heard maybe he needs to do some work around there so he could give me a lift, but I think he's just shy to say that he wants to fetch me to school knowing that I am very tired dancing long hours everyday. =)
.
I was suddenly reminded of Mia's post about his mum. Unshared love. I realised I have mountains of it between my dad and I. I really appreciate alot for what you did for me. When I'm sick and have to rest at home alone while everyone's out, you would call and check up on me and ask whether I have eaten my meals and how am I feeling.

Although EVERYTIME when you talk to me, you will use a very very cold and mean tone, but I still feel your care and concern deep within. My mum told me that everytime when I have some problems and I tell her about it, she would tell you about my problems and sometimes you would give solutions to her and ask her to help me.

I love you. I wanted to say these 3 words to you face to face, but i really don't have the courage to say it. I really wanted to talk to you like how I can talk to mum, but I don't really know how to. I hope, you would really come for Danzation and see what have your son been putting in so much effort for. I wanna make you proud, and I will uncover ALL the unshared love between you and me on Danzation. Love you dad. =)
.

Sometimes I wonder,
wouldn't it be nice if its just you and me.
Gazing upon the starry night skies.

2008-09-05T12:56:00.002+08:00

Really wish I could stop time, and tomorrow never comes.

I'll try, but one thing for sure, feelings deep down within won't change.

It's true good times always comes to an end, even after bends.

I hope to break this barrier of glass, so that this will not be the last.

Holding you so tightly everytime, baby I don't wanna let you go.

2008-09-03T04:22:00.000+08:00

Pain, the same kind of pain, it came again.

Of no match.

slowly I realised, it makes sense.

Heavy.

2 significantly different worlds.

Can't do anything.

Don't know what to do.

Still believing on that pinch of hope left.

Suffocating.

Unbearable. Argh.

Now I finally understand why.

Very heavy now. Even smiling seemed hard.

Nothing is Impossble = Anything is possible.

Dance, thats the least can do to help myself..

I'll improve myself more, than will I be more adequate to think about this.

In a place worn down by sadness

something called a miracle, is waiting

Yet I am still searching

2008-09-02T15:43:00.004+08:00

FRESHIE CAMP 2008!

Thanks alot guys. Seriously, actually I don't really like being in a commitee and do stuffs. But you guys made me enjoy myself alot and have lots of fun being in this comm and doing those comm work. Thanks, not only did I enjoyed myself, I have also learnt alot of other stuffs like handling different tasks, and managing events or activities. I think I did not do a really good job cause I have a habit to always beat aound the bush, but I'll do better next time round if there's a chance that we can work together again. =) You guys are great. First time felt so satisfied organising a camp with a comm, let's not talk about my past NPCC camps, they simply suck 98% of the time -.-

Yew and Mia: Thanks for being such good critical thinkers and helping us solve problems that arises on the spot. You two really did alot for this camp. Yew, don't worry your efforts did not go to waste. Cheers! =)

Ivan: Thanks for helping us find such funny/dope songs for the camp activities. Next time when we shout, "DJ drop da beat!", jiu shi ni liao! And you are always so kp even when you are totally exshausted like us. But thanks to that we managed to stay awake and high most of the time. Hahas.

Joel and Summer: Thanks for ordering extra packets of food just in case, cause I know you know that I will definitely want extra servings right~ I think your order menu is nice enough, If you can make me(Da Wei Wang) satisfied, everyone should be satisfied. Hahas. Joel, don't so blur although it's funny at times hahas. And Summer, try not to talk in such a soft tone as much as possible. =)

Chin, Kok, Cheng and Shane: The SaiGang Warriors! Yes, you all really did alot of things behind the scenes. Really appreciated it alot. Chin maybe next time we can make a hokkien version of "Can I have your number?" and put it in youtube. You'll be famous man. Kok I don't know why during camp you are very random. Suddenly you just acted gay for no reason at times. Ok maybe it's your true colour? hahas. "Wa ci ah sa! wa ci ah ki! wa lang ci, SAKI~~~" hahas! Eh don't keep slacking la do your work, wo da ren de gen ni jiang~ ok joking brother~ hahas. Shane! Why you so quiet during camp?! Oh ya, you said that if we hear you speaking, means we did something wrong already. hahas. ok in that case please remain silent. hahas.

Hui Ting and Melise: Really thanks alot, you girls sacrificed alot of your resting time doing video, Taking pictures during activities, sourcing for funny/meaningful/dope videos, editing the photos and all~ Thanks alot! Hui Ting, shut up. ok la~ joking joking~ hahas! Thanks for taking some nice photos of me. And shut up. LOL. Melise! didn't really know you were actually almost as lame as me, but still thanks! I like your story telling cum magic trick. I really is very meaningful. hahas.

Xing and Peggy: Hey how do you find my jokes during breakfast/lunch/dinner/supper? hahas. not bad right~ Thanks for collecting the money everytime, be it in camp or on studio. hahas! when I see Xing, I am always reminded about "4 DOLLAR!" Thanks for helping out here and there.

Shufang, Von, Xiaobei: YAY!~ come on games people! *hands stacks together* 1 2 3 OOSH! Yes we did it! hahas. It's quite a relieve tat we did not screw up. Actually the freshies is not bad yea? hahas. Thank you Shufang for being so noisy and high during camp, really lifted up quite abit of our spirit. Thanks xiaobei for doing stupid stuffs with us. Thanks Von for being quite decisive so that we won't drag our plans.

To the GLs and Choreographers: All of you have been a great help. Be it in your CD group or Sleeping group, thanks for making the freshies feel welcome and feel more easy around during the camp.

What is the objective of this whole camp? It is to bond everyone together. And I think we did it. After the camp, when I'm in the studio, I felt that the barrier between almost everyone of us have gone lesser. With this, I have no regrets sacrificing my time for this camp.

2008-08-24T01:18:00.004+08:00

I thought this piece of sushi is interesting..

Had sushi with mum, big sis and my little bro on the day b4 my last paper and my sis ordered this for me. =) This sushi is called "Rainbow Sushi". I wonder how long did the chef take just to make this roll of sushi. Hahas.

Danzation list is out, so is the training dates. Jia you guys! Chiong liao! and Chin, YES LETS DO BASICS TOGETHER! hahas. EVERYBODY LETS DO BASICS TOGETHER!

Dance is my form of escapism..

& i wish you know i want to know you more..

算了吧..

2008-08-20T22:52:00.003+08:00

Tmr's my LAST PAPER!~

After my paper is.. CLASS CHALET!~

After my class chalet is.. DANCE!!!~

YEA BABAE!~ THATS WHAT I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR! WOOHOO!~ FINALLY I'LL BE ABLE TO STEP INTO THAT BIG STUDIO ROOM AND I'LL TELL YA, I'M GONNA PRACTICE UP MY BASIC! WHY? CAUSE I HAVEN'T BEEN DOING IT FOR 3 WEEKS SINCE DANCE CLASS STOPPED! WOOHOOOOO!!~ I'M GONNA DANCE MY HEART OUT! LOL!

ok sorry i got a little carried away. hahas. HOLIDAYS! FINALLY COMING! CHIONG LIAO OIE!~ L-O-L. I'll be back on friday, miss me! =)

Its hard to stand up again after a fall..

But I believe, I can..

2008-08-17T18:45:00.004+08:00

Ok here's some super outdated pictures from the National Celebration Item. lols.

This is the DETENTION item.

Sun Wu Kong in the making.

Sun Wu Kong in the making still. L-O-L.

Wo men you xing fu de gan jue. Except Tim. L-O-L.

Alrights, enough of the random pictures.

My laptop has suddenly become super super lag since 2 days ago, even loading out the "My computer" page needs like 5 minutes. Tomorrow I'm gonna Bring my laptop to check, and if things are bad, I might not be able to use my laptop for awhile so you guys won't see me online for some time. Hope after checking or repairing my laptop everything goes back to normal, or even better I hope. Exams are really really coming real soon. Come on man, get this over and done with. So many things in my mind.

I'll just make myself drunk with bottles of "dance". Hopfully it helps.

To others, love might be just a chapter of their life, but to me, its the whole book.

Come on boy, you're no good at this..

2008-08-15T04:23:00.002+08:00

I wanted to put this song into this post but I don't know why there's error posting it.

安靜
by Jay Chou

只剩下鋼琴陪我談了一天
睡著的大提琴安靜的舊舊的
我想你已表現的非常明白
懂我也知道你沒有捨不得
你說你也會難過我不相信
牽著你陪著我也只是曾經
希望他是真的比我還要愛
你我才會逼自己離開

你要我說多難堪
我根本不想分開
為什麼還要我用微笑來帶過
我沒有這種天份
包容你也接受他
不用擔心的太多
我會一直好好過

你已經遠遠離開
我也會慢慢走開
為什麼我連分開都遷就著你
我真的沒有天份
安靜的沒這麼快
我會學著放棄你
是因為我太愛你

Had a wonderful time, but I guess, good times don't last for me..

Its just my wishful thinking..

2008-08-07T22:29:00.003+08:00

--------- Random Dialog ---------

A: "Eh wo zhe yang hui bu hui xiang na zhong da lan qiu de ah?

B: "Bu hui leh ni bi jiao xiang shi da na zhong table tennis de."

*B points to C*

B: "Ni bi jiao xiang shi da badminton de."

D: "eh den wo leh? you mei you xiang na zhong da lan qiu de ah?"

B: "Mei you ni jitao shi hua hua gong zi de lian"

D: "wa sian~ -.-"

-------- Random Dialog ---------

Sometimes, I just wish that in society people would try to read and understand what's in the book, instead of just looking at the cover page. Its totally fine to look at the cover page, but only comment on the book AFTER you have read it. Some books might look like its the same type as some other books, but the stories inside might have a twist that you wouldn't know if you did not read whats inside. Do some justice to the "books".

Note: Don't worry I'm not saying the person "B" inside the dialog, just wanna say something that I've realised. =)

Anyways, tmr is the national day celebration thingy, yes! after that, there'll be no more of those hair standing experiences, if you know what I'm talkng about. hahas! End this once and for all! Go people! happy birthday singapore! hahas. Once again, GOOD LUCK FOR EXAMS!!

Oh thanks shufang for baking the cookies for us. It was great, and its been a long time since someone made something for me to eat, except my sis that is. hahas! Xie le!

Another random picture. hahas.

I'll just dance away my troubles.
That would be the best solution,

cause its also more healthy that way.

2008-08-05T01:52:00.005+08:00

I really hope that this national day item faster end please. I feel uneasy going for their practices and rehearsals -.-

anyways, without dance I really feel very bored. DANZATION! ZHI SHI NI LE! Chiong gei ni kan! hahas.

A very random picture..

Last time studio wu performance, the stones says "I WAS HERE", and there is still a warning sign telling us not to step into the green patch. But we juz didnt care. hahas.

Anyways, thanks sis, for buying a blue adidas bottle deo spray for me, although abit random. =) Ok I'm going to sleep, only slept for 2.5hours today -.- Nights guys!

So near, yet so far..

2008-08-03T11:00:00.010+08:00

NRA Outing Day!

Had lots of fun! hahas. Actually its not really an outing, its more like NRA games day. hahas. This is my first time playing with people from all batches, except freshies that is. We played badminton and captainball. And now my left wrist couldn't even hold up a cup or couldn't even write properly. Die later I still needa go study for my test and i can't really write. Argh~ But well its damn worth it to me. hahas!

This is what we had to survive from 3.30pm to 9pm. hahas. 2 container of orange juice and 1 big box of kaya and red bean bread. hahas!

Everyone together! hahas. Thanks xiao chin sian and melise for organising this wondrful day, lets have more of this next time!

Sadly, now that there is no more dance classes and this NRA outing have ended, the only thing that is left now is EXAMS AND PROJECTS!~ But must look at the bright side, behind those exams and projects are holidays and more dance classes and many more to come! hahas. okok, I needa go off to study le.

JIA YOU FOR YOUR EXAMS GUYS!~

How I wish it was real.

2008-08-02T10:17:00.010+08:00

YES!~ 31st July performance is over! And I can tell you lots of stuff happened that day for me -.- After rehearsal on the actual day, guess what? MY FREAKING RASHES CAME! and I got so scared and panic I just gulp down 5 bottle of mia teck water bottle size plain water. Seriously when I was at the 3rd bottle i already felt like vomiting, but I kept going till the 5th bottle. I'm not gonna let a stupid rash get in my way! Wait till I find a vaccine in the future to permanently stop my rash. When i look at the vid, I looked very nua man. Argh~ I will do better next time!

Freshie Item looks kinda nice, but I heard there's still quite a few mistakes made. Actually I'm very happy when I saw freshie item looking good in the vid. hahas. Come on guys! we'll do alot better for the up coming one, Danzation! hahas. jia you everyone!

Thanks Xiao Bao for all those stuffs that you have taught me, and the care and concern that you showed me. Ok abit gay sry. Anyways! Since OnBit till now. Zhen de xie xie ni. =)

Shufang ah Shufang, nice working with you! But er, try not to get emotional so easily ALL THE TIME ok? hahas! And don't think too much. lols. Thanks for the Bathing Ape! =)

Juz like Xiao Bao said, "Ni de jiao hui lock, Cash de rashes hui lai." hahas. Actually you also very lame like me lidat leh. You also should be given those "last warning" L-O-L

Hey hey~ Just Fine u really very high. hahas! Latin is high too. LOL.

Gemini buddy! Thanks for doing this hair for me. hahas! I'll get my license in no time!

Wei! Bu yao na Ann lai xia wo men wo gen ni jiang, xiao xing wo men bang jia ni! hahas!

This is next month's magazine cover. L-o-L.

Mr. Sailormoon, you are as cute as the real thing. You can consider changing into it. hahas.

Kah Kit the red-cap-red-shirt-likes-to-play-stupid-games-and-happily-likes-to-lock guy. LOL.

Hey ting qing chu ah, you ji zhi yang yang tiao guo le qiang? huh? no link -.- ok nvm. hahas!

GIAM GOT SPARSTIC FACE! HAHAHAS. This pic really is funny. hahahaahhas

Brother dou gen ni jiang wo men yong camala pai jiao bu zhi dao shi ji shuai wor~ hahas!

Wa seh, I didnt know your mouth can open bigger then mine. Fierce. L-O-L.

This pic makes u look like ni zi act yi ge arm chio. L-O-L. ok bye.

As you can see, this concludes that portable stairs are good for taking pics. L-O-L

I got the ah beng pose. L-O-L

I like this pic cause I think I looked cute. L-O-L. Wo men bu zhi dao ji ke ai wor~ <3

This is given by Van Phang to all of us. thanks! hahas.

Whatever happens, I will still enjoy dancing.

I will prove you wrong Dad.

But I will be as good as you too.

I will work hard towards it,

and I will achieve it. =)

Wei ni er tiao. =)

2008-07-30T09:13:00.003+08:00

Waaaa, I almost died. WO CHA YI DIAN SI DIAO LEH! projects and tests and exams are all coming up. Not to mention the camp com stuffs. And the danzation com stuffs, although have not started, but I imagined it will be quite a challenge.

There are good news and bad news I wanna talk about. Bad news is, I almost and WILL die if more of those mentioned above comes up. Good news is, there is NO good news. okok I just thought of some, going through this kind of stressed up period will make me grow more, holidays are coming, freshie camp is coming, more dance is coming cause of danzation, I wouldn't need to study for quite awhile SOON, I will have more time for family and friends, I can hang out more, I can have time to get my driving license, I will have time to go overseas with my family but not confirmed cause i might have a tight schedule for dance but at least there's a chance to. Phew~ thats quite a long sentence. Now that i thought of it, there are quite alot of good news actually. ok maybe I shouldn't be grumbling.

I'm really very tired to be coping with so many things, my friends asked me, "Why are you still going to dance everyday even if you have so many projects and test and exams? Don't you find it very tiring?" Yes I feel very tiring, despite the tight schedule in studies, I still squeeze in dance. Its because I am being tired doing the things I like to do, so no matter how tiring it makes me, I'll still go for it, cause I'm doing the things i like. To me, if you're doing something which you don't like, you will feel more tired as compared to when you're doing the things that you like.

Most importantly, I'm happy when I'm dancing. In addition to the great and fun people inside, makes me wanna go for dance more.

Last thursday, Fredy came back to take D class. And I REALLY am dumb-founded after watching him dance that day. Since the last time I saw him dance, REALLY IMPROVED SUPER LOTS. His isolations are SUPER BIG, and when i caps the words, i really meant it. And while his isolations are already super big, he can have VERY GOOD CONTROL and his extensions are GODLY. When he marks his steps, it seems to me that he still kept his extensions at 90%. OMG. That day I'm really super amazed. I even took a video of his solo after the D class, and i believed alot who were there took his video also. I can't post it on the net cause he told us not to, if not i would've already uploaded to this post. I'll show you guys the video when you see me around in studio. Now I'm super motivated to train my isolations, crunches, and those core exercise that we always do. Oh by the way, when he's doing his crunches, he lifts his body to the max, so means his core = godly one. Yes I'm gonna start training hard to be like that. Thanks Fredy.

Yesterday Ann finally came back to teach us. Kinda missed her and her teaching methods, which is always leaving us breathless, E.g. the always so "enjoyable and relaxing" core exercises. Her dream, mass lyrical hip hop in Danzation, we will work hard to make your dream come true. I really wished she could stay with us until always, I know its not possible, but I still hope so. Wish your back don't get worse so soon. This made to think, lets enjoy the things that we like to do, while we still can.

Somethings are better off kept inside.

2008-07-27T16:01:00.003+08:00

Heard that the TP production was alot alot more better than the previous time I saw. And I the last time when I went to watch it, there was quite a number of labels on it. This time round, they made it better than the last time by alot alot more. I'm quite happy for them, though I think I know none of them. They somehow made me feel that they have taken note of the labels and feedbacks of last time seriously and have improved on it. I think they really did a great job. Respect.

When I think of this, it somehow links to the recent things that had been going on. We should improve with the feedbacks and labels given to us too. There will always be comments made, be it (+) or (-). For the (+) comments, I don think there is an issue about that right? But for the (-) comments, there is only one way to reduce it, that would be by taking it as a chance for improvement, and improve on it. This way, we will slowly climb up to a higher level. Anybody can comment on us, be it someone whom might have a lower status as you or someone well known. Jia you guys.

Yea lets do this together freshie item!~ we dance as one, we will stay as one too! Togetherness, should them we have it! Same goes for the other items. hahas. 31 July, CHIONG!

Your smile keeps me going. =)

2008-07-24T15:49:00.003+08:00

So many things running through in my mind.

I wanna get pass this fast.

Time management.

Improvement.

Yes, I can do it.

Jia you Cash!

2008-07-22T00:32:00.002+08:00

Hey guys~ sry i did not update on the day i passed my Final Theory. hahas. and yes I PASSED MY FINAL THEORY!~ Yes beckie, im gonna get my license within 3 months! And I'll show you how I'm gonna do that after my exams, hahas! Nothing is impossible yea? hahas! anyways, when i got home today, i saw a bowl of soup on the table left for me, it looks like sharkfin, but it taste like some sweet corn soup, and there's abalone in it -.- wad weird combination, but its nice though, thanks mum, always doing such surprising stuffs. hahas. and I wonder wad big day it is today to have this kind of soup. hahas.

I don wanna be an over charged battery. Thanks to those that made me realise. Its about time I start to do something about it. Yes, I will make it.

Strife for improvement, lets do this together guys, Jia You! Take it to the next level!

2008-07-13T22:49:00.002+08:00

Hey hey!~ guess its been quite awhile since I'vve updated. this coming thursday is my final theory test. waahahaha. im feelin very lucky, as i can take my basic and final theory within 1 month. LOL. Been having having dance pracs EVERYDAY, yea thats right including sunday. Guess i kinda felt abit of wads my next level of thinking, if im not wrong. I'll keep on improving on myself. =)

Today's a boring sunday, after just fine, had mac and went home, den reach home eat dinner again, and after eating dinner went back to my room and started eating tibits. L-O-L. cant stop eating, as usual. Everyday during lecture i juz kept buying chocs or chips to eat -.- argh, i think this is the point in time where i start to feel that poly life is getting dull. HENG I HAVE DANCE. wahahahas. if not i really like zombie come sku do work go home come sku do work go home -.- lols. alrites. guess will update again whether if i passed my final theory anot. hahas. wish me luck! I wish to get my license within 3 months. lols! seems like mission impossible, but to me, NOTHING is impossible, unless its ur name or ur pet's name -.-

Guys around me have been having some problems lately, juz wanna tell u guys that, I'll be there for you guys if you need me alright? =) Juz a phone call away yo~ take lots of care, and stay strong and keep believing.

2008-06-25T22:42:00.003+08:00

Passed my basic theory! now waiting for my final theory. wahahas. after that jiu shi my practial liao. den wads after tat? tat would be my driving license! =) Cant quite believe that im finally being able to drive soon, makes me feel old -.- ok anyways. Had my first Jap class today, and i enjoyed it alot. Taught me how to introduce myself. Name, which country i am from, and wads my citizenship. Also learned how to ask others for their name, and their phone number. hei hei~ L-O-L! okok besides tat i learned how to write hiragana too. hahas. I feel like i wanna learn Jap even more now. There's so much i wanna learn, but so little time! Argh~ Guess there's nothing i can do though, slowly ba. =)

Camp's coming.
Lets enjoy it guys. Hopefully after the camp, wo men de gan qing gen jia hao. =D

Anyways, changed my blog song. Only Human. Its a nice song.. if you know wad it is singing.
Sry I like emo songs. =) Enjoy~

I've decided..

No more worries, not anymore. =)

2008-06-22T02:23:00.012+08:00

Hey guys~ Im back with some outdated updates! -.- hahas.

Studio Wu!

Ivan so uncle. hahas!

Chinchin~ LOL!

I guess i looked gay in this pic. hahas!

Wo men da yue ding.. .. .. LOLS

We are the Intructors of fishing. haha! Thanks for coming to watch us. =)

Shimin. Today's weather is good. (no link)

Wangqin! yes, thanks for listening to my wonderful story in the bus. L-O-L.

Xiang Tian. =)

Jie Mei Yi Chi An!~ always smiling as cheerful as ever, don keep pinching nipples -.- anways, thanks for coming to support. hahas!

Yvonne! hahas. dono why she look like small girl in this pic. LOL. Thanks for coming down~ hahas.

Thanks for the flower! hahas. last time I had blue rose, now its a white one. Really appreciated it. Love you guys! =D

This are the juniors that came! love you guys. woohoo~ and im still not used to being called junior till now. hahas.

Daphne! thanks for the cookie as a little birthday treat! hahas. we'll miss you. Takkaire alrites? =)

Von Spears. hahas.

I like this photo, dono why. hahas. looks cool~ This is the Apologize item.

Ai seh~ machiam hip hop. LOL!

Another shot of machiam hip hop.

Beckie! Thanks for the Strawberry ice cream. Cya around Gemini buddy~ hahas!

Peiyi! Nice hair =) hahas~

Nice one Wangqin. hahas!

Formation formation!

Ai seh! Sushi! hahas.

Formal.

These are the Money people. Chi Ching!~

The guys!

Shorty girls!

Shorty guys. Yea babae~ we are sexy too~ L-O-L!!

Formal.

Everyone!

And lastly..

Everyone with ANN!

Hahas. ok thats all for pictures. I have learned alot from this performance. Dance and feel for each other. This way, we will be able to dance and unite as one. It felt like we had this special bond. Had alot of fun together too! Learned for each and everyone of you, thanks and great job guys!

On the first day of the performance, Seng Kiat injured his leg. Don blame yourself cause its nobody's fault. =) Hope you recover soon alrite? take lots of care!

I wonder how I'll feel when i read back these posts when maybe 2 years later. hahas. Precious moments we had. Takkaire guys. I'll be adding in another post soon. sry im quite lazy. hahas. BYE!

2008-06-15T05:00:00.001+08:00

Ok sorry for the super long period of not blogging. and i think i will post about the post fantazia post now. lols. i noe its quite late, but hey~ I've been waiting for some pictures to come, but guess i cant wait for all the pics.. hahas. alrite here goes.

I wanna thank everyone for putting in their hardwork and time, but if i name out everyone i'll collapse on the floor and tu bai mo. hahas! okok -.-

First up! my beautiful/handsome partners. hahas!

Xiao Bao! Ai seh~ we are the super funny locking partner yo~ don care juz chiong only man. hahas had a great time dancing with u. onBit! jiu shi ni liao~ hahas.

Mae! I at first tot u those serious one den i abit stress, but er, i find u're quite cool after awhile. hahas! ok lets not talk about the david's lift. L-o-L. anyways, thank for hearing me out at times. candyman! =D

JenYin! hahas. Didnt noe u were in TAEKWONDO man~ er l-last time if i did anything wrong hor i-im ss-sorry ah~(scared face) L-O-L. don stress urself too much ah. =D cya in class yea? hahas.

Peiyi! hey hey~ didnt tell u this b4, but u still look great even after u took out ur extension. you mei you kai xin dao? hahas! its nice working with u yo~ and yes! i nvr forget to slide at the ending! hahas okok -.- let jia you in dance! =D

Chien Yen xiao jie~ although i keep accidentally scratch u.(eh sorry ah) hahas! but we still manage to pull through this. hahas. zui jia mo qi jiang la hor. hahas. got some parts only u and me noe.. shhhh. L-O-L.

Thanks to these guys, im able to learn more. lols. I really had fun dancing with u all. hahas. tat marks the end of my partner's section. L-o-L.

Here's just some quite nice people..

Mia!

Ivan!

Chin! (on the left)

Kok!

Yew!

Hey~ we have walked a long way together. we have gone through alot of ups and downs, you guys have been there for me at times when i need help. thanks alot, and we will keep on going alrite? =) Loves.

Some other guys tat i have taken photo with and wanna say something bout them..

Xiao Bei!~ Hmm, there's alot of things i wanna thank you for. Thanks for helping me out and listening to my rants and all everytime. hahas. you're been a great friend. I've been through alot during these few months of fantazia training, wouldn't have gotten through stuffs without your help. Thanks! I'll try to help you out when there's something yea? even though i don really noe how. hahas! we got each other's back alrite. =)

Xiao yang! hahas. don always go fishing la. later u get pufferfish den jiu nice one liao. hahas! nvr fail to see u fishing. L-O-L

Xiu Bei Bei!~ hahas! eh hao peng you! thanks for hearing me out yo~ If there's anything, juz let me noe yea? =)

Erwin! hahas. you did well, takkaire ah, NS is sian. hahas.

JJ! xing ku ni le. for having to stress bout candyman and honey practices. I'll do better next time. thanks for your guidance! hahas.

HELLO BOSS~ sry we got LJB here. hahas!

Shhh~ this is only between us. L-O-L.

Jaei the duck. Sry bout the above pic. LOL.

Chao! I like your item alot. hahas. SUCH A PIMPING AURA~ thanks. and i still don see anything tat looks alike. lols.

Daphne! I like your album very much. hahas. and the song Tribute, really touched me. Thanks for being with us. =D

David! U this uncle still can do salsa. not bad. hahas. Looks like you finally got wad you wan huh? good for you. and best wishes in the future. =D (For your info, i didnt meant to point mid finger, cause the flower wasn't standing straight, so i had to support it with 1 finger while in the midst of taking this pic. LOL.)

Von Spears! hahas. we are like advertising the flower -.- anyways. You've been quite a joker. hahas. Takkaire yo~

Lu Ping! hahas. Thanks for the costume yo~ you and the other costume committee. Thanks alot. and YES! i kinda like the free blazer. lols!

Mingli! Thanks for the costumes ah~ hahas. Don't stress yuorself up too much alrites? Takkaire when you fly, I will remember you. Thanks for being such a great fren. =)

Orange! Don worry, u don look like ah lian, u DON really. lols!

Kai Jia! Ai seh~ Miss Diva. LOL. stop being so violent and er, vulgar. A Diva shouldn't behave like tat. hahas.

Seng Kiat! OISH~ Mr. Officer. Hope you have fun in NS. lols.

Jamie Lim! Everytime u say u out diao, or so u seemed. But don worry you are not out diao in this concert. hahas. jia you!

Yvonne! Dono why but i like to take pics with you, cause i mostly will look good with the pics you took. L-O-L. thanks for everything ah da jie~ our Miss Organizer. lols!

This Sunflower is from Lye Huat! YES! didnt expect you to give me this, but i really appreciated it! thanks alot alot. hahas. OnBit! Thanks for always being the one saying "Jia you!". I will nvr forget tat. =D

There's still a flower given by the UP people in soka, a group which i haven helped them performed for last time. Thanks for coming down to support! Learned alot from you guys. =D

I think i don't look good in this pic, but thats the only one i had with Ann during the photo session. hahas. Thanks for making everything happen. Our 2nd mum. hahas.

My best friend, He Bin aka Hebe, came to support too. but he left right after the show, so didnt get a chance to take photo with him. But just to let you know, I'm very happy tat you came and watch me. Everytime we are busy with our own things, you needa work, and i got dance practices most of the time. We can't meet up often. Everytime u complain tat u nvr see me dance, now you have finally seen me doing wad i have been preparing for the past 2 months, you've finally seen me dancing. Thanks for ALWAYS being there for me, always being so supportive. Bros for life!

Group pics!

This is Hong Lou Meng! everyone is not in the Hong Lou Meng costume though, hahas. Sorry Ronnie for being so stressed out with the items tat you are guiding with the practices. you did a great job, so no worries yea? Thanks guys, learned something from you all.

Freshie Item! Hey guys! we have been through quite alot together yo~ those freaking tired morning practices, those times when we got scolded by Ann, those times when we are real nervous bout our first big production and alot more. Lets work hard and stay together ok? Dance hard! May our bonds stay strong. =D

My Family!

Sis! Yes! you have finally seen me dance! hahas. you said that you haven't been seeing me at home lately, cause i have been training till very late and reaching home super late too, the next day. Sorry that we can't talk as much for the past few weeks. Thanks for making me breakfast at times. I like your toast alot. Your the one tat always reminds me to do stuffs and also not neglect my meals. hahas. and don worry, we'll get to catch up with stuffs now that its over. I know you love me alot(cause you kept saying these kinda things to me everytime, and i really mean everytime -.-). Although i don't show alot, but I love you too sis. =)

Bro! Pardon me for the cheeky face, I dono why i will do this face, but i'll still post it cause its quite funny. hahas. Hey! Sorry ah, I cant play with you for the past few weeks, but think it this way, u get more time to train urself up so that you wont get thrashed by me so badly when we play together again, but er just so you know, you'll still lose. hahas! and Im talking not just about games, but everything else too. hahas. I didnt really saw you for these few weeks, cause u slp early and wake up late, I reach home late and wake up and go for training earlier den you -.- I'll disturb and play with you again very soon! Don sweat it, cause you still don stand a chance. HA! Although your fat, although u failed ur exam very badly and still don wanna stop playing computer games when i told u to, although u are quite annoying at times, but your still the best fatty bro tat i can have. hahas. Thanks for always helping me do stuffs when I don have the time or im juz plain lazy. hahas. Love you bro! =D

Mum! I think without you, i wouldn't even be here today, so thanks for giving birth to me, ok byebye. hahas no la~~ juz joking. Your the cutest mum i ever had, i think your the only one who will ask me how am I doing in school IN MSN. hahas. To think that i even talk with my mum in msn when im having boring lectures, really too cool. lols! and you even sent me a msg during tat vigorous 2 months of training asking how am I doing these few days cause u claimed that you have not seen me for a week due to me coming back home very late and won't see me in the morning couse you'll leave super early for work. Thats very sweet, and i had a great wide smile when i saw that msg you sent. You will prepare my room when you have the time, and buy some snacks and put it on my bed so tat when i reach home i have something to eat. Also buying me some tibits and helping me store them in my fridge. Thats also super nice of you. You will never fail to listen to my problems everytime, thas why I would very willingly tell you stuffs. To me, you are the best mum in the world, couldn't have gone so far without you. Thanks alot for everything, for caring bout me all the time in anyway you could. Thanks for being very supportive too. I love you mum. =))

This is my happy family. But er, 1 person is missing inside, and tat is my dad. hahas. I tried to pull him to come, but he's really tied up with work, so i guess there's nothing i can do. But he promised tat he will come see the next concert tat im gonna perform in, and if he breaks the promise, he will have to pay heavily, and when i say heavily, its more than juz a 10000 dollar expensive dinner. lols. anyways, Even though you kept nagging at me to study more and dance less, but i know tat its for my own good(ok, everyone's parents uses this sentence -.-). And actually you have been quite supportive too in alot of indirect ways, i know. juz that you don't really show it out front. =) Thanks dad. I love you too.

2008-05-15T23:18:00.002+08:00

Argh!~ bad new bad news.

I LOST MY PHONE!

damn~ have u ever felt like suddenly u have lost contact from ur own world of ppl juz like tat? *snaps finger*. Its my first time losing my phone -.- now i really noe the feeling, argh. well, losing my phone is not really a big deal, but losing all my contacts is, cause i did not backed up my list of contacts! ahhh!~ and wads more, the photos in my phone which i have not uploaded into my com also gone! AHHH!!~ and wads even more? now i need to get the contacts all over again, which i have hundreds to collect. AAAHHHHH!!!!~ and everytime i asked for the contacts again, everyone would ask me whr i drop when it happened and all, so i'll juz summarise the story. i dropped it in the bus, thats all. now i noe the pain -.-

anyways, when for the photoshoot today with von, hope the pictures will turn out good, cause was quite sad tat i lost my phone. dono if i smiled properly. lols.

We were sitting on the couch there waiting for Ann and Yutaki to reach, so von took out the cam to snap some quick photos.

This is the place whr we had our photoshoot.

This is me with the tried-to-smile-but-quite-sad face -.-

Thanks von for lending me ur phone to call/sms juz now. lols.

will let u guys check out the pics once we've received it. Hope ur doing fine. takkaire~

2008-05-11T23:50:00.002+08:00

Ok ok~ i noe i noe~ i haven been blogging like for almost half a year? or less i guess. Ahh nvm~ hahas. anways, i'll do the fantazia post soon sorry for the delay, was quite lazy, ok maybe its super lazy. lols. alrites~ so today's mothers' day.

HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY!~

This is for you, mum. maybe u might nvr see this, but here goes.

Hmm, now that I think about it. Ur always here for me when i needed someone by my side most. u would pay attention to me when im telling u about my problems, and u will nvr fail to make me feel better after every conversation. Thanks mum, wouldn't have pulled through things quite alot of times without u. Best mum in the whole wide world. im sure most of u would this way too. Loving u always. =D

2008-03-26T01:10:00.002+08:00

okok i noe i noe, i super long time nvr post le la. lols. been super busy lately so super long time nvr post ma hor~ hahas. now i cant quite comfirm tat i everyday also need to go back sku for training. pls pls pls give me an empty day so tat i can rest and go out happy yi xia lei~~ don have much time left le, b4 sku starts again. argh!~ hmm, i find tat livejournal is not bad man, although abit wrong to say this, cause i should support blogger since im using it now. LOL. but livejournal got this function tat lets u set ur post so tat u can choose to let only ur friends see or juz u urself to ownself write, ownself see, ownself happy. hahas. maybe i should try it out? oops~ sorry blogger. hahas.

hmm, like until now don have much happening things to post about lei~ everyday go sku dance pracs only -.- sounds abit no live, but nvm la, i kinda like it though, except the fact tat i cant get time for myself -.- hahas. tats all~ takkaire ppl.

day 14 =(

2008-03-08T23:52:00.007+08:00

Ahh!~ today reached studio damn early for freshie item's self prac. freaking slpy~ -.- its like one of my normal sku day's timing. hahas. after freshie item prac, went to get some food from can 1 and went back to studio for sophan's lock. today sophan's training finally became quite serious. but its quite good, cause we would be able to clean the steps properly like this. =) after tat, lu ping helped afew of us to buy mac from KAP drive-thru cause can 1 close le after sophan's lock prac. thanks lu ping!~ hahas. after eating, chin they all played soccer at the soccer field near the sku's bus stop there. i didnt play cause i don like to. lols.

so in the end i was lying on their bags watching them play and watching at the stars also, alone. lols. den after awhile, i fell aslp -.- its quite funny someone could fall aslp at the soccer field. hahas. maybe im really too bored -.- after waking up, my dad called me and said he wanted to fetch me. and tats quite a WOW, cause he will do this only once in a blue moon, and today its not a blue moon, so its quite a WOW. L-o-L!! ok anyways!~ i went to meet up my dad at sembawang mrt station den fetched me home. lols. and here i am now sitting here doing ntg -.-

its quite a boring day today. and i guess tmr might be another boring day too cause i don have anything also, maybe whole day chill at home? hahas. tonite is another quiet nite, and tmr will be another very quiet sunday, cause the noisy ppl all gone overseas. as u can see from my post, its quite boring, so, in a nut shell. today's a boring day~

"Do you know? I'm thinking of you."
And this is what I do every night.

2008-03-08T01:58:00.002+08:00

YO!~ after all the decision making stuffs and all, in the end, i bought a K770i. hahas! okok, i think its not a very "powerful" phone cause it only got 3.2 mega pix. lols. but er, its very slim, and i got a 2gb memory card. so i can listen to music with this very slim and easy to carry phone, instead of bringing out the big and bulky psp out juz to listen to music. lols. its functions is quite similar to the phone i used b4 this one, which is k610i. lols. both also slim, and function also almost the same and all, juz tat the camera from 2 mega pix now become 3.2 mega pix. hahas. okok i think its quite lame -.- change phone like nvr change lidat. lols. aiya nvm la. hahas. oh and now with this phone,i got quite an easy-to-use memory card adaptor, so meaning tat i might, i say again ah, i MIGHT take more pictures and upload it, cause i think the adaptor is made for lazy ppl like me. hahas!

tonite its quite quiet, cause my sis, mum and bro went to thailand to happy while im only left with myself, my dad(which can say like no diff, cause he juz stays in his room and watch tv and all), and this big empty house. lols. and they'll be gone for 5 days -.- the usual sis tat always come to my room to talk and hug me good nite, the noisy yet cute bro tat comes to me to ask about games like im a living FAQ guide, and my cutest mum tat always scolds me for not packing my room, talks to me juz like how a good fren will, and always caring for me for even the slightest problem. =) I'll miss them lots, hope they have great fun there~ hahas, and they better bring back some cool stuffs for me! hahas. if there really is, i'll take photo and show u guys yo~ hahas.

Hmm~ today at dance actually ntg much lei~ only cleaned steps for sophan's locking. getting abit bored, cause i;ve only been dancing sophan's lock, xin xian's we taking over, and freshie's item. faster next week come, den will have new stuffs to learn. hahas. den after tat as usual, i needa run for the last train -.- alrites, i guess tats all for now. hahas. takkaire yo!~
I miss you~ =)

2008-03-05T05:24:00.001+08:00

Hey guys! guess wad, im finally changing my phone. hahas! my mum called me today suddenly. she said tat she got a dono wad discount thingy tat enables her to minus $120 from a phone purchase from m1, on top of tat, my 2 year plan also expire le, den now i can upgrade my phone also, so its like using the price of the phone when purchased with 2 year plan minus $120 from it. but only last until 21 march, so needa hurry. lols. yea babae!~ finally, my phone gonna lan diao liao. nows the chance. hahas.

OK! first! the criteria for my new phone:

1. needs to have 3G!! (im gonna need it next time for you. =) )

2. a good camera with good pixels and needs to be able to rotate so tat i can zi pai one. L-O-L

3. hopefully can have a good music player inside, so i don need to bring my freaking big and heavy PSP out juz to listen to music next time round. PSP are actually for games. hahas.

4. actually this point number 4 if don have nvm, but if have, its juz added bonus. hahas. it is to find good looking phone, hopefully with a very cool colour tat i like too. L-o-L! but i think its quite hard la hor, i think the above 3 points matters more. lols.

In Conclusion! i have got a phone in mind, N93!

i lazy to post its picture, so go check it out urself. hahas. its a flip phone, and have 3.2 mega pix, and it can be twisted to zi pai! hahas. looks cool on the outside too. definiely not a bad choice. BUT! i foud out after awhile tat it will only be coming on july -.- and the voucher thingy expires on 21 march, so N93 is out of the question -.-

Now, for my next phone in mind, its the N95! initially tot of N82, but er, i think N95 looks more nicer ba. hahas. it has 5 mega pix, got the GPS function tat lets u noe whr on earth are u really at incase u got lost or something. lols. ican be slided above on the head to show out 4 buttons, forward, play/pause, stop, rewind. meaning it has easy keys to use while lstening on the go. hahas. its quite bulky (21mm fat) and cannot be twisted to zi pai, but i guess thats the best choice tat i can have now. i do hope tat the front camera(which is used for video calling) can be used for taking pics too. lols.

i think N82 is not a bad choice too for girls, cause i dono why i gave me the more girl feeling. hahas! N82 got all the specifications on N95 mostly. 5 mega pix, GPS, but slimmer (17.3mm). the look of it is not as rough as N95 also to me. lols.

ok its settled den, i'll go for N95 maybe if possible i'll take N95(8GB) version. lols. alrites. thanks for listening to my phone presentation today. hope i have enlightened some of u. hahas. TAKKAIRE YO~~

the msg of 05-mar-2008 12:17, i am very happy to hear tat. and i'll cherish the time left until tat day. Loving you always.

2008-03-02T23:58:00.004+08:00

Today, we, the Strollerz, together with leen xb kok went down to support Brotherhood (the FBodz freshies tat we noe) for their DanceWorks competition. Xiao bao and wei jie was there to watch too. Chao zhong did not get in, so did the rest of the Brotherhood members. was quite sad. Chao put in alot alot of effort for this, but did not get in, he was very sad, and cried. i really felt quite heavy to see him like this. All i can do, is to lend a shoulder.. If u guys dono, Chao is a fren i've known from dance, back then, we were still very new to dance, but we both made a promise to each other on 2007 tat he would join FBodz and i would join NRA and we would work hard to pass the auditions. den in the future when we become not bad dancers, we would share stuffs with each other and all. and now, we are still keeping onto our promise. Besides tat, ppl said tat we both looked quite like each other physically, but i don think so. Anyways, don be sad guys, there's always next time. die dao le.. zai pa qi lai. for one love, one passion. we will make it.

after watching the comp, went to eat at food republic and after tat jiu go home le. boring day. tmr got freshie item self prac 4.30pm at 73. after tat is xin xian showcase 7.30pm at 73. hope tmr will be an exciting day.
Its only been awhile, but im already missing you badly. =( argh~

2008-03-01T23:41:00.003+08:00

Today! ntg special actually, went to studio 73 for sophan's showcase from 2.30 to 5.30. den after tat, when to alumni to eat with Strollerz. Its nice to get together again yo~ hahas. and yes, we ate some matching good foods yo! hahas. we ordered 3 basket full of fries with the discounted money with farid's card. but in the end we cannot finish, den we played something like spin the round round glass thingy on the table den when the basket stop in front of who den who eat lidat. HAHAS! we like to play bian tai games, stuff food into ppl while they are already full -.- den until the last basket of fries, we played zhong ji mi ma! yes! i love this game. hahas!

ok this is quite funny, i was chosen to set the number, so it was mia's turn den after tat was chin.

me: ok lai 1 dao 99.
mia: 48.
me: 1 dao 48, dao ni chin.
chin: 29.
me: ... zong liao!~ ah hah!

the number is 29 =) its a number i wont forget. hees. chin straight away "won" the basket of fries on the 2nd turn. hahas! chin was forced to finish tat basket of fries. hahas! but er, we are doing this for ur own good lei, we helping u get more MEAT! if not xuan feng's item need wear singlet den u transform become CHAP SUM BAN(chopstick man from russell's joke) liao. hahas!

after tat when back studio and self prac, i learned xuan feng's choreo, and i super like it man! omg, isolation's wad im talking about man! Ice Box WOISH!~ hahas. i got a sponge, bob, square, my heart, use, to be~~ L-O-L!!! and and something i wanna "hao lian" hahas. When we were about to get really and go off, i was doing some turns, and I LUCKY LUCKY DID A PURETTE(dono how to spell) 3 TURN! Ai seh~ first time, hahas, but is tyco one la. needa keep practising yo~ hahas. alrite, i think tats all le. takkaire yo~ =)

i cant stop thinking of it, and i think u cant too~ =))))))

2008-02-29T02:01:00.003+08:00

29th Feb 2008

29th Feb 2008

Precious moments.. Unique day.. Special thoughts..

Really wished that time would stop.. At this day..

Don't wanna let you go. Never will. This, I can say.

2008-02-28T15:39:00.003+08:00

I've always been quiter a believer of horoscopes.

Gemini (May 21 - Jun 21)

The Bottom Line
You've been a real action hero lately, zooming to everyone's rescue -- take a break!

In Detail
Feeling a bit stressed out? It might be the right time to experience what life is like from the sidelines. You've been a regular action hero lately, zooming to the rescue and coming to the aid of the people who you value and the people who value you. But boy, that can be exhausting work! Take some time out from being there for others. Be there for yourself! Treat yourself to a mellow, quiet night (and don't forget to turn off your phone!). You can get back into the action tomorrow.

Thats my horoscope for today. And I think I'm gonna heed its advice.
I'll tell you how I really felt after the break. Maybe thats the best way.

2008-02-25T01:11:00.002+08:00

Today, i watched the movie, P.S. I Love You. This, is the first movie, tat really made me tear. And i really mean the First. Alot of things in it, made me think, and alot of things in it, made me feel. The scene of how Gerry and Holly first met, their conversation, their thinking during the process, made me feel alot. Really made me feel wad love is. Made me feel the feeling of being loved, the feeling of losing ur love, by force. Tot of alot of things tat would have applied to me too.. Daniel, who is super straight forward, cause he had this super strange personality. When daniel told Holly about how he felt at the dining table, i somehow felt tat im on the same boat. Question of love-after-death have been asked frequently in this movie, which i think linked up with the factor tat amplified the meaning of "P.S. I Love You".

Damn~ this show.. this is the first time i felt like watching the same movie again right after it finished. Guys and gals, u could go see P.S. I Love You, or you could hit yourself on the head with a Thor's Hammer. I dono if its juz me tat has grown up and tat i can feel and understand the movie, or is it that this movie is too good to make me feel this much out of it. I felt alot of things which i cant really explain in words. If u watched this movie and don feel anything, i think u wouldn't even noe how to appreciate and understand more about wad love is. alrites, tats all tat i can say bout the movie, but i wanna watch one more time seriously. i wanna understand more of it. And i wanna be someone's Gerry too. =)

Do u really noe wad u wan? cause i do.

2008-02-24T11:45:00.009+08:00

Hey~ its been quite awhile since my last update. hahas. ok first things first..

EXAMS FINISHED!

YES!!~

ok back. hahas. on thursday after my exams, went to Lil kok's house downstairs there DOU NIU!~ WOO!~ although the court looks quite pian pi. but got the cosy and street de gan jue man. wahahahahs. next time go check it out more often. hahas. on tat day we gave kok a lil surprise for his birthday. hahas! i guess its quite funny, cause he saw the whole process of our surprise but we told him to act like he didnt see anything den when we start to sing happy birthday den walk out feeling surprised and shocked. L-O-L!! after tat went home early for dinner tat day, cause its something like the last day of new year needa go home tuan yuan again. lols. alrites, tat marks the end of thursday. oh the photos i think got take some, next time when i got the photos den upload ba. hahas.

Friday!~

Ok friday ntg much yo~ i slacked at home all the way until 5pm den go sku for sophan showcase. den after tat jiu went home le. lols. den tat nite i saw LIVE PIGS. so cute. =D

Saturday!~

Ok today got some quite interesting things to say about. L-o-L!!~ok first was the sophan showcase, and yes $.tm, after tat we went to DOU NIU again!~ hahas! there was 1 match, me and yew same team, den the opponent team got david. david tried to david tried to cut in and shoot, and i jumped and hit the ball off, but i also smacked yew's face at the same time. *PIAK* super loud! omg IM SO SORRY YEW SENG SAN! YAMATE KUDASAI!~ wa everybody in the whole court heard the big loud slap in the face. and yew face jitao like those 1 hit ko-ed those kind of face. wa seh~ its so funny and at the same time so guilty. lols. but super sorry man. i noe it hurted super much, cause i noe i used alot of strength in tat smack. LOLS. No hard feelings yea? *bubbly eyes* L-O-L. after tat, we went to check out some matching macs yo~ me chin mia chee cheng xt went to sku bus stop to find xb and leen. xiao ming also came along. Oish xiao ming today hen piao liang wor~ hahas. after eating halfway Lil Kok yew and ivan came also. i repeat CAME also. L-O-L! Hana Hana~ -.- yes i finally don need to rush the food and catch my last bus today. wahahahas den after tat jiu go home le. lol

Alrite this post sounds abit boring, well, afterall its holidays and theres no more new year~ sian~ hahas. I hope today wont be boring. L-o_L! takkaire guys! =D

Be strong and don get bullied if u really go alrite? =(

2008-02-19T22:35:00.003+08:00

Yo dudes!~ today! my very first paper! wahahas, i guess it went well yo~ hahas. only got 1 part dono how to do only =DD but tmr maths paper i thnk i die liao -.- although its only maths, but its not as easy as it sounds man! for me la. lols. wa today abit giddy man. i think i chiong too much le -.- but mei guan xi, after a good nite's rest, everything will be as good as new! hahas. ok maybe not all the time -.-

Anyways!~ this coming thurs, qing da jia zuo hao zhun bei, 3 v 3, dou niu, yao bu yao. Don forget, my middle name is "Dunk". Ca"Dunk"sh. L-O-L! ok not funny~ -.- alrites, those haven finish paper one, Jia You! =DD Those finish paper one, ni zou kai hao bu hao?! L-O-L! alrites, still feeling a liiiiitle bit dizzy, gonna rest awhile den start chiong again le argh~ Takkaire yo!~ =)

U needa take a break sometime too. =)

Status:
BF: NO MORE! =D
MATHS: 30% -.- gonna try to chiong to at least 70% tonite -.-
ITL: STILL haven touched it yet -.- but no worries yea? hees. (ok don't sound convincing)

2008-02-18T22:58:00.002+08:00

Im back to blog. today will be a supe short post cause i needa slp soon for my exam tmr -.- I dono why, i cant study alot as compared to when i go to sku to study -.- at home cannot think pro0perly, but i'll try my best yo~ and i feel a little uncomfortable now, i think i might be having a fever. argh! Ok im gonna go rest now. cya guys soon.

Status:
BF = trying to maintain at a passable lvl for tmr.
ITL = haven touched it yet -.-
Maths = touched on it a little, but still got lots to go. 15% done i guess.

Hope you are doing well =(

2008-02-17T15:11:00.006+08:00

YES! =D

Completed a significant amount of studying. Felt so proud of myself, hao you chen jiu gan oh~ hahas. hmm, today suppose to go out with my family to check out some matching Curry Fish Heads together with my hip uncle(guess u guys nvr saw my hip uncle b4 also, next time got pic zai show u guys. hahas) yo!~ BUT! i really needa study for exams so cant go, argh!~ Was busy with stuffs and did not study for the past few days.. =) So needa make it up for myself now. Hahas.

And YES again!

my psp screen is fixed today! now don have to kao gan jue press button to scroll for my songs liao -.- its quite irritating u noe? im sure helemia and ivan noe. hahas! Ok now im so gonna put my psp in a hard cover. lols. alrites, gonna check out some matching lunch first.

Have a nice day ok u? cause today's quite a nice day to me. hahas. Ya u! Come on man~ u noe who u are. ok wadever juz have a nice day alrites? L-O-L

Status:
BF = 95% done (can say is finish study, cause i cant get 100 marks yea? hahas)
ITL = 0% done (BUT! im gonna start studying after my lunch =D)
MATHS = 0% done (don worry, its juz maths, i guess. hahas)

Do u noe? Im missing you badly. =(

2008-02-16T14:06:00.002+08:00

Damn again today!~ totally cant get myself to study. ARGH! Cash! Pls don think of other things now and KEEP UR FOCUS! Come on man! u're supposed to get tat freaking BF completed today! Keep on track yo!~ ok imma force myself to consolidation now.. namyo linki kyo~ namyo linki kyo~ concentrate concentrate Don keep thinking too much le. At least for now.

Status:
everything same as last post -.-

The path is quite hard to walk,

Broken glasses, unbalance slopes and rough surfaces throughout,

a horizon caps over the path,

but I'll still keep walking,

cause I wanna believe that one day,

I'll see that smooth red carpet,

with flowers blooming all around, over tat horizon.

I won't give up, till that day.

2008-02-15T23:52:00.004+08:00

Damn!~ i think after chinese new year really don have much to blog about le man! argh~ Didnt blog about usual daily stuffs cause lidat read liao will very sian. hahas. must post on something interesting den ppl will continue reading ma~ L-O-L

About Vday! hmm, all i can say is.. lidat lor. =)

About today! ARGH!~ today finally start chiong study. finished 1 chapter of one module called Business Finance, still got 2 more chaps of it -.- den the other 2 more module haven touch. 1 module called Intro to Logistics, needa memorize like photostat machine lidat -.- den the other module is Maths -.- and its like A maths? -.- No cash, don give up, its only like 4 more days to ur exams! Endure!
REMEMBER! No pass = No Song and Dance! Ok, Im doing this for u Mr/Mrs Dance, So u better appreciate it! L-O-L. Ok im like talking to air now. Tmr gonna go sku chiong again man!, tmr MUST finish Business Finance liao! If not Helemia tuo ku zi pao shi quan~ =D

Status:
BF = 35% done
ITL = 0% done
MATHS= 0% done

Feeling heavy every now and den, but cant help but wait.
Juz thinking about the fact tat u'll leave one day.. hot tears scald my cheeks..

2008-02-11T12:04:00.001+08:00

Grabbed this song from Ivan Mr. KaoBeh. hahas. Damn~ Cant get this off my mind.

This song tells it all. =D

2008-02-10T13:35:00.001+08:00

Wa seh~ didnt tot i am able to update this much. hahas. maybe its because of chinese new year. hahas. Alrites! im gonna talk about friday 8 feb 2008.

B4 going out, we took some pictures. hahas. come one man~~~ wads a good post without pics? Hahas!

Guess not everyone has seen my sis b4 yea? hahas.

Take 2.

Quan Jia Fu! My mum, lil bro, dad, me and sis.

When to my auntie's house at eunos i suppose, not sure but around there. its a condo called Windy Heights. quite a cute name i guess. lols. my sis boyfiriend came along too =D. big big gathering. so big big gathering means wad? means alot of family there. alot of family there means wad? means alot of ang baos la! Woo!~ hahas! but was quite boring after the dinner and the lao yu sheng. so my sis, her bf, and I when to the pool downstairs to chill. lols.

While taking the lift down, my sis took random pictues.

my sis bf, sis, mum and me.

When reached the pool my sis is still taking pictures -.- Den she helped me took some shots. L-O-L

These pictures says "Im thinking of you."

Too boring! argh. went home at about 1 plus tat day. lols. alrites gtg~ catching a movie, ah long pte ltd. lol. last gathering with chins theys alls b4 exams yo~ hahas. cya~

2008-02-07T22:02:00.000+08:00

Alrite, alrite guys. HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR BABAES!~
Hey i was gonna update my blog on 2nd of feb one hao bu hao?!
and that post was gonna be a nice post with some pictures, BUT!
when i reached home tat day, i wanted to upload the pictures from my phone's memory card to the com, but i cant find the freaking lil extension for the memory card! Argh!~
Moreover, my laptop's bluetooth got screwed a long time ago and there's like no way to upload my pics in my phone now -.-
So after all these "obstacles", it demoralised me so much tat i lost the will to update. L-O-L!
Hana hana!~ act chim excuses only la hor. L-O-L

But do u noe wad made me wanna update today? ok u dono -.- Its about my house. *spooks*
today, some of my relatives came to my house to bai nian. hahas. and there's this 2 cute lil cousins tat came to my house often during my house renovation for the past few weeks. ok maybe they're not tat cute. hahas. but thats not the main point.

I'll call the 2 lil cousin A and B. Now here comes the main part. I chatted with them a little juz now. Their mum said tat A can sense "xiao mingSSS" and see black shadows of them, and B can 100% SEE "xiao mingSSS" clearly as he had this 3rd eye thingy. But B can only see those tat he noes, for example my dead grandpa or grandma, something like tat... Anyways! As most of u dono, there's quite afew of "xiao mingSSS" in my house which i have ACCIDENTALLY saw during these few years of living here. SO! I brought them up to the 4th floor, whr I think has the highest chance of seeing "them". But unfortunately, both A and B did not sense or see anything juz now. wait a minute, maybe it was "But FORTUNATELY" hahas. After we went back to the living room, A and B told me tat they saw something the other time when they came to my house during renovation.

A, the one which can sense "xiao mingSSS" and can see black shadows of them. He said tat there was once when he came to the 4th floor by himself and looked down the window from there, he suddenly heard weird sounds coming from the other side of the 4th floor, and he sense tat something is going towards his direction, he ran down the stairs after hearing it. There was another time when he walk on the way going up the 4th floor, still walking up the stairs, he suddenly raise his head and saw tat the door entrance to the 4th floor there's a black shadow standing there, he juz turned and walked down the stairs quickly. B did not see anything tat time, so this means tat the "xiao mingSSS" on the 4th floor is not a relative. Hmm~ Now i noe this much. and hope u guys when listened to my story wont be afraid to come to my house next time when there's a chance yo~ hahas!

I still couldnt find the extension for my memory card though -.- so i'll juz say..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HE BIN TONG XUE!~
sry cant post any pics of my best buddy cause of the EXTENSION! argh!~ alrites. blog again soon yo~ hahas. takkaire guys. Have fun gambling and collecting angbaos! hahas.

2008-02-02T12:35:00.000+08:00

Wads this feeling?

i cant figure it out. Wad should I do now. Is this really wad i wan? Phrases of memories flashes through my mind. Wad i have learnt to believe, wad i have learnt not to believe. The fact tat i almost forgot the most important lesson learnt. A moments incident triggered my memories of the past. Almost forgotten my mistakes. Almost repeated it. Thinking through this hard, on the train filled with buzzling crowd. Though atmostphere was lively high and ever so bright, Im in a world of my own, wintriness and tranquility, dark and motionless.

Got off the train and took a bus after tat. Looking out at the beautiful night. Somehow, colours of the scenario tat usually looks cheerful and pleasing seem dull and gloomy to me. Got down the bus. The pathway from the bus stop to my house seemed like a 2.4km long road. Fixed my view on the floor, my legs were heavy. Reached the door and took out the keys. Even turning the doorknob was an effort. Said to myself.. "Im tired. Don wanna be this way again..."

2008-01-31T00:15:00.000+08:00

Hey hey~ i think i'll start blogging again i guess. lols. but after i finished changing my skin, the lazy-to-blog feeling you lai liao -.- hahas. I NOE I NOE! its been YEARS since my last post compared to this post. But i still cant promise tat i'll update often alrite? bi mian ren jia spam my tag board "CASH! UPDATE!" -.- alrites. tats all for now. hahas. takkaire guys!~ =D

2007-02-28T13:39:00.001+08:00

Yo! came back to blog liao. i got update one la si jasmine. lols. ytd went out wit xue le tong xue and jia si min tong xue. ben lai ask Idy come also de, but she cannot make it. aww~ nvm next time ba. lol. den we go cine watch the juz follow law. i sit beside sheryl very diu lian one leh~ even some parts ppl all diam diam den she can laugh so loud like its suppose to be funny. LOLS. now i noe why liwen say don sit beside sheryl. LOL. den after tat watch finish den go play pool liao.

me and xue one on one first. ONE ON ONE POOL LA WAD U THINKING. LOL.
suey until cannot. accidentally knocked in the black ball -.-

xue arranging balls. she stand until lidat -.-

Rui jie tong xue. hahas.

Xue le tong xue.

xue le tong xue and jia si min tong xue.

after Pool-ing we go to the dono wad food republic eat teppan-yaki. sry la i direction idiot can anot? LOL. after eating den go to far east walk walk talk talk eat some finger food den take pics again, cause very late liao very few ppl there. can anyhow take nobody see u. LOL.

me and xue at Gelare.

i super LOVE this pic, my ultimate Cash™ pose in hip hop. hahas. sry jas, this one not very nice. LOL.

xue, cash, jas. we play wit the lift go up go down den inside take pics. hahas. sian is lidat one.

got 1 small head in between of me and xue. LOL.

i love this pic too, Help promote my watch. hahas. $$

after tat jiu go home liao.

see i stand like ah gua lidat. den jas hand like gonna punch me! hahas.

no more liao. thats all~ hahas. next time blog again. it took me 50 mins to blog this post -.- so troublesome. LOL. lazy ppl like me is lidat one. hahas. kkz cya!~

2007-02-26T01:41:00.000+08:00

YOoOoOoOoOoOo!~~ i nvr post awhile only everybody come nag at me. AWHILE only. LOL! hana hana. Today! in the afternoon when to meet wit jas to eat something, den si jasmine late! lols. But nvm! treat me drink jiu mei you shi liao hor jas? hahas! we go bk there sit but nvr eat, only buy drinks. lols. den talk talk talk talk la, how can i don talk one u tell me la? hahas. den after tat go cc liao, den meet wit kk. he bought jas a very nice cap, black base and silver wordings, billabong de, den got silver chain plus 2 stars attached. wa lao jasmine zhuan dao liao lor. hahas. He brought his cap along also, also very nice! the can still got chain one leh~ WA SIAN~ he ben lai yao buy for me also one, but the shop auntie say only got 1 stock left and other outlets also don have one. sort of limited edition? Aww man~ hahas. nvm lor, next time i go find also. better luck next time~ den after tat me and jas go dance lesson liao.

Today the teacher keep, "cash ur this one wrong liao.. cash ur this one not very good butt he jump nice.. cash wrong leg.." throughout the whole lesson keep hearing my name one. LOL. Tao yan~ yi zhi notice wo. LOL! hope my teacher don come my blog later she read liao wo jiu dong dong chang. hahas. next lesson i stand behind liao. lols. ok, go home liao lor after tat. mei you liao! next time den update again. lols. hana hana i noe la very short post. i AP cannot ah? Hahas! okok sry sry don slap me pls!~ signing off! checkitout yo~

2007-02-18T04:11:00.000+08:00

wow, its 4.33am in the morning, hahas, see? im so good to my parents, give them chang ming bai shui. LOL. sian, why every year also same same one? everybody slp liao except me the only one still enduring -.- anyways, wishing everybody who reads this a very happy chinese new year!!~ hahas. i think i cant hold it any longer le, so im knocking out soon. hahas. buh bye guys!~ miss ya!~

2007-02-14T18:01:00.000+08:00

YO!~ long time long time nvr update blog le. and i wasnt thinking of updating it if it werent for the boring time i had to pass in my office. hahas. i got L1R4 16 for my O lvls. YEA~ so happy, cause tats the points i set for myself during the target setting. LOLS.

today's valentine's day. so happy valentine's day for the couples! as for the singles like me, i'll juz go one corner and cry suan le. hahas. ntg to do after i've completed my work, so juz drawed something out. hahas.

drawn this using AutoCad. Love Sick? lols.

drawn it using "+" hahas.

alrite, gtg. next time guys~

2007-01-21T12:28:00.000+08:00

Geez. Why does this kind of things always happen to me? is it NOT POSSIBLE tat a boy and a girl can be good frens? What childish thinkings.

Just because of a boy and a girl being nice to each other, DOESN'T mean that they have a liking of starting a relationship with each other. Couldn't boys and girls just be good friends with each other? Whats wrong with you people starting rumours and teasing people and all those stuffs and all?

Just because of this teasers, i have lost a good fren, AGAIN. This is not the first time that i lost a fren because of this. Maybe some people wouldn't mind what others say and would still be frens, but not everybody would be like that! Some people, if there are teased be others about this boy and that, there is a possibility that the girl will start to avoid you do you know that?! You guys may not think that its a serious thing to tease people, but IT IS very serious thing to me ok?

A good fren, now faded to an acquaintance. Hmm. Sad. She's a really good fren though. What a beautiful friendship, hope that this could be saved.

Wintriness, I am, again.

2006-12-31T12:48:00.000+08:00

YO!~ sorry la so long nvr post. playing maple most of the time? heehees. did i say tat i wanna get tat super delphinus bandana? -.- well, I GOT IT! WOOHOO!~ finally reached lvl 50 a few days ago. waaa, shi shuang de lor. wahahahas. ok so i was playing maple last few days to get tat bandana, so no time to blog. lols. so now i blog liao lor. si jasmine nag nag nag -.-

hmm, wad i wan to write? oh okok, next week i starting work again! wa sian, ppl start sku i start work. my dad want me to work in his company, starting off as an office boy. LOLS. den he says he will slowly teach me how to do their work den i can help him do his projects? wa sian, sounds like its gonna be a tough job -.- BUT! as long as i get good pays den jiu nvm ok liao. hiaks.

on friday went to watch nite at the museum, wa the show is super nice de lor, so funny and so cute and so cool and did i say so funny? LOLS. guys u GOTTA WATCH THIS SHOW. is nice dao~~~ LOLS. ok, don tell u bout the movie, later spoil? LOLS. i dono why tat fucker came along, i tot it was suppose to be the 4 of us watching only? next time going out if by ANY CHANCE tat the fucker would tag along den please inform me earlier, so my spirit tat day wouldnt be lowered -.-

ok, so after watching nite at the museum, me sheryl jas and boon went to the ngee ann ANE bbq. they said it was to celebrate early new year. hahas! ok i later post pictures, so u can view it at sheryl's blog. lols. www.-brokensmile.blogspot.com checkitout yo~ LOLS.

okays next time den blog hor! i think wont blog so often also lei, cause working! hais, less time to play game also. hahas. okays, cya! going vivo countdown later. YEA~

2006-12-11T11:28:00.000+08:00

YO!~ sorry ah so long nvr update. hahas. di di maple ma these few days. Hey guys! those who plays maple! if u playing Delphinus server also den add me okays?
ING: Aaishiiteru
add me if u play there ah! lols. so today morning was ok. when i woke up and go downstairs find food, i found out my mum and baby is not feeling well, so i go kitcken prepare breakfast for them, wahahas. i prepared mushroom soup with milk bread, and 2 cups of milo for them. i noe i noe, its so~~~ normal -.- wa lao breakfast only u wan me cook spagetti pasta give them eat iszit?! LOLS. OMG, why i so good ah?! okok shut up! LOL! Hmm, nowadays still finding a suitable job for myself, i keep changing jobs. lols.
I GOT MY OWN PERSONAL LAPTOP LIAO. FINALLY~ wahahas. no more sister-wanna-sleep curfews, no more sister/brother snatch com issues. really is so shiok one man! the taste of F R E E D O M. hiaks! okays, next time den update more. today don have much to say. hahas. cya!~

2006-11-21T19:50:00.000+08:00

YO!!~ today ntg much happened. slack at home only -.- in the morning cx called to say he cant come and meet me liao cause he going buy things for chalet, cause not enough ppl help buy. sian. den nvm lor. next time ba. den in the after noon hebe came to my house to do research. den played wit him and baby. hahas. not so sian lor lidat. lol.

hebe and cx asked me to go chalet, den i dono wan to go anot, cause extra ma lidat. hahas. den Liwen asked me whether got go anot cause sheryl asked her. lols. got partner liao so wont extra. wahahas. so tmr i going chalet! wahahahas~ i might be back or i might stay over, depending on the situation. lol. don miss me too much till then!~

wa sian. my assassin lvl 52 50% liao. so hard to train -.- if i had x2 exp, i now already lvl up liao lor. lols. nvm, ENDURE! after camp den buy cards to play. hahas. ppl playing maple! who wanna add me can add me at BiggieLittle in Bootes! LOL. very sian nobody to talk to one lei, my frens mostly nvr online one -.- okays, cya guys soon!

2006-11-20T23:33:00.000+08:00

oh ya, i always forgot something. hahas. during diner yesterday, i bought dessert after finishing my food. honeydew sago. den inside got the green green little round jelly ma. den i stir it to make it spread. den hui von asked me. wad is tat green grren thingy? den i said is douu douuu~. den i suddenly scope up a bunch of tat green jelly stick together one. den hui von ask again, wad is this why lidat de. den i say is poly douu douuu~ LOL!! den hai ting heard it while she was drinking water, den she spit out the water ah hui von man! hahaahs!! laugh dao so loud! LOL! sorry la, study chemistry study too much, now become lidat. hahahahash! okays tmr den update. lols. cya~

2006-11-20T21:47:00.000+08:00

YO! back to update! wa seh today paper is not difficult lor. i said NOT DIFFICULT NVR SAY EASY AH~ LOL. so is not zhuai hor. hahas. i did finish the paper in 35 mins time. den still got 25 mins dono do wad. LOL. den check and check and check the paper again. check until very sian, but still left 15 mins more -.- den i use my pencil draw a picutre of karen's back while she is doing, cause in front of me only can practise art no? LOL. okok. den after the paper went home to change and came out to meet hebe cx eliz leo jasmine leu hui von bernice and alot alot more. lol. den i prepared 30 dollars to use later on for lunch and in the movies. i took bus 169 to north point to meet them, den on the way there i met xue le tong xue and li wen tong xue, goiong to k box to sing. lol. den i gave them 1 dollar cause i think they short of 1 dollar for taxi? den after tat i going top up my card tat time i realised my 20 dollars is MISSING! OMG. den very sad la! ma de. den i ask li wen tong xue and xue le tong xue got see i drop anything on the floor juz now while giving them 1 dollar anot, den they say they nvr notice. they still said tat they guilty cause they think they made me lost my money. LOL. don worry bout it yea? i probably dropped it at my house bus stop or somewhere there. den li wen still say, " i feel very guity lei lidat, don sad la i marry u. LOLS!" LOL! no thanks i not sad liao its ok. hahas! den when on to meet my frens.

WA HEN SIAO LOR LIDAT! i only brought 30 bucks out, den lost 20 den 10 use for card top up. den heng i still got 14 in my wallet for emergency -.- den whole day very sian liao. at first so shiok go out happy happy, den starting of the day den this kind of thing happen. WHY!?!?! SIAN AH!!~ den whole day no mood no mood lidat, but i still can talk alot crap though. hahas. sorry la! my mouth cant keep quiet can anot?! LOLS! we went to a place called dono wad haggy wad one la, forgot liao, but is a weird name so cannot remember. lol. its in a comminity centre de, near bernice house one, but dono is near which block, OKAYS! SORRY! direction idiot can anot??! LOL!. den ate a chicken baked rice there. the baked rice is so small plate! and its 5.90 dollars -.- although it tastes nice, but its too little.. for me. lol. after tat went to bishan to watch STEP UP. OMG! ITS SO FREAKING NICE MAN!! the storyline is also not bad. den the dance.. WAaa~ no need say liao. i watch until wan to stand up dance wit them! but i still can control and kept my cool. LOL. i wished i had a gf tat loves dancin and can dance wit me. heehees!. lol. hahas. cx and eliz xiu dou one -.- they after watching den cx keep like doing the popping style dance and eliz sort of like danced ballet while walking. LOL! SI BEH GAO XIAO! LOL. den after watching go walk walk. walk up walk down den we go eat chicken skin. hahas! go J8 cannot miss the chicken skin one u noe? EVERYTIME I GO THERE I WILL BUY 1 STICK AT LEAST lOL. but this time i no money i only got 2 dollars wit my -.- den can only buy 2 sticks. we eat finish den wan to faster go or else will buy somemore to eat, very addictive. hahas. den si edward go buy again den come and eat in front of me -.- den my money USE FINISH LIAO!! FIRST TIME I GO OUT PLAY DON HAVE MONEY ONE! SIAN! the feeling is so sad and pek chek, the feeling of having no money when going out to play is like so frustrated and irritated -.- den start to no mood again -.- MY 20 DOLLARS!!~ Geez..

after walking around, we went back to north point to have dinnerden i realised again, I GOT NO MONEY! MA DE! YIU ZAI SIAN YI BAN QU! HAIX!! den Leo lent me 10 dollars. LEO MOST HANDSOME ONE LOR!! WOOHOOH!~ GO LEO~ ITS UR BIRTHDAY~ LOL! ok dono wad im saying. anyways, i saw aiysha and dayana at the food court. lols. but i think only aiysha saw me, so waved to them hahas. den eat finish went to time zone see see look look. den saw zhi wei there wit his frens. den after tat went to the audio de shop, the CD shop, beside sembawang de, forgot the name also. hahs. den go there see CDs and listen to free music. hiak! after went to comics collection den jiu go home liao. saw zhi wei while taking escalator, so walked wit him until we reached the mrt den i take mrt he go 700+. while im waiting for my bus home, i saw this lady talking to he fren i think, tat she met, den there was a cute baby tat was among the lady and her frens, den i looked at the baby and the lady's fren board the bus, hahs, den i was smiling to the baby, and the lady talked to me about the baby. lol. den i chated wit her until the bus came. i chatted wit a complete stranger! omg, im so sociable now den i noe. HAHAS! den after tat jiu reach home liao. hahas.

overall, today is SO SHIOK LA! O LVL LAST DAY! NO MORE BOOKS! NO MORE STUDY!! but now i think of working, den i sian liao. but if don work where go money? lol. okays, tmr den update, if im free. hahas. cya guys!~

2006-11-19T21:45:00.000+08:00

YO!~ came to update liao la nag nag nag. lols! ytd nite when to my cousin house cause he birthday. hahas. den go there eat steamboat. den my cousin mei mei so cute. lols. keep taking toys to let me play -.- hahas. baby lai de cannot blame. lols. my sis wanna hug her den she don let her hug. den i open my arms only she will auto give me carry. HAHAHAHS! so cute! den my sis not happy lidat abit. lols! after tat still drank champaign or something like tat, dono how to spell. lol. so cool. den after tat den go home liao. hahas.

TODAY!

wa seh. afternoon tat time i play maple, den i went in aquila play play abit. den suddenly someone defamed me -.- SIAN YI DA BAN LOR LIDAT! den no mood play aquila liao -.- SI JASMINE STILL LOL ME! %&$#@*@#$!! LOL. den i went to play bootes. hahas. den play awhile my fren online! WOOHOOH! MY FREN LENT ME 2 TOBI! WA SHUANG DAO!~~~ LOLs. den train from afternoon until now, i lvl up liao! lvl 52 assassin only now. sian. still got 18 lvls more to go. AHHH!!~~ after astro camp i go buy x2 exp 2x mesos coupon lai train liao. wahahahas. hmm. ntg to say liao, another den update again hor! CYA!~

2006-11-15T20:29:00.000+08:00

oh ya, and one of the instructors in the O school is also called CASH. LOL! see! im not the only guy who's called cash. hahas.

okays cya~

2006-11-15T18:03:00.000+08:00

YO im BACK! wa lao! today's poa paper like very difficult lidat lei! bank rec NVR COME OUT!!! adjusting net profit ALSO NVR COME OUT!! wa sian liao lor lidat. win liao lor u. lidat one lor. give this shit me lor lidat. why give this kind of paper la u tell me? huh? HUH? HUH?!! WHY?!?!! TELL ME LA?!! (attitude problem) hahahas. anyways, left only history and poa mcq and science mcq. now the only thing need to study for me is POA MCQ AND THE FREAKIN HISTORY!!!

yesterday my sis told me about a dancing sku not bad lei. its called O school. for more information, pls visit www.oschool.com.sg lols. i wanna learn hip hop and b-boying! but i think i only have enough money for 1 of the course -.- sian lor lidat. my sis gonna learn reggae. hahs. ai seh, learn liao surely freakin hot liao lor liao. LOL! gonna go checkitout wit ma sis this friday. lols.

cannot play maple lei now -.- patching i think. lol. nvm, i'll play gameboy. LOLS okay!~ okay!~ i noe im lame! LOL! kkz, i go play liao. see you guys around!~

2006-11-08T19:46:00.000+08:00

YOU MEI YOU CHUA SAI? i posted all of a sudden. hahas! wa seh, chua sai man! i tot the o lvl exams would be very very strict and everything must very systematic de those types. den make me chua niao only. LOL. actually o lvl exams not very scary after all. hahs.

YEEEAA BABAE!!~ MERGER SEPARATION CAME THE FUCKING OUTTA THE PAPER! AND SO IS IRELAND! WOOH! first time i do socio stardio do until so happy man. yi bian write yi bian tou xiao. wahaahhas. maths paper 1 was ok. wa lao monday tat time make me chua here chua tat for ntg only -.- first my fren say will catch our hair if not acceptable den don let us take exam. den on monday also nvr catch de lor, hai wo go cut my hair. sobx T~T.

the next day chem paper was ok also. but i still scared chem fail. cause im weak at chem. hahas. got home den play maple. hahas! yo guys who plays aquila, add me in maple yea? my name's Cash. LOL! jasmine! play yi xia also lei don lidat lei. lol.

today's papers! deng deng deng deng!~ english compo! i scared i mei you ling gan write essay man! but in the end, wahahahas, i got inspiration! YEA. wrote an essay which i think is sad and touching. aw man. my last sentence was.. "Hot tears scald my cheek..." LOL. so emotional one. hahs. ok den paper 2 was ok also. den physics!! OMG its quite ok also, i slowly do tat paper man man xiang. lol. turned out ok. nvr camp out something tat wan us to describe experiment de lei, i was expecting tat though =(. LOL FJFJ. wanna do hard paper, xiao. hahas. ate dinner with my dad den jiu come home liao. lol. update next timeba.

cya guys! YEA! astro camp coming. wahahahas. dono ting hui and gang got go anot. LOL! still need to study history and POA only. science MCQ is xiao case man! don hear mr chan talk crap, "DON BE COMPLACENT!" hahas. next time zai post! don worry will post more often after Os de. hahas. BYE!

2006-09-29T15:26:00.000+08:00

its been a long time since i come online le, hahas. it appears that, only when im not feeling well den i can come online de lei. lol. didnt go sku today cause stomach pain den chua sai in the morning. must be he japanese food i ate yesterday -.- but nvm! i like it. hahas. ntg to do now so sian and stress man. i think even now when im writing this post, my frens are studying hard in sku now. i needa work hard too! o lvl in less den 1.5 months time. after tat zai wan ye bu chi. hahas. i think i said this thing for alot of times liao. lol. kkz. i think i'll go study le. cya guys around!~ don miss me too much~ LOL!

2006-09-06T12:52:00.000+08:00

wa long time no update le. lazy ma sry. lol. sian, today not feeling well nvr go sku study. so ntg to do den took afew pics. lol. most of u guy nvr see b4 how i look like when i nvr do my hair rite? hahas. this time i show u my natural hair. hahas.

in my study room, although i don use it.

in my room

in my sis room

Hmm, it seems like i have styled my hair, but believe it or not, i didnt do anything to it. lol. my natural look. hahas.

and also some fun pics from yesterday. LOL.

Wildlife conservation stickers! we love wildlife! (yea rite -.-)

OMG!! SO GAY! LOL. sorry elizabeth don kill me pls!. btw its camera trick don get me wrong, i love girls ok?! LOL!

yesterday after sku close at 5pm we went to bk to continue studying. lol hard core seh. hahss. den until 7pm den we go eat dinner. went to north point food court to eat withboon chin and leo. so we were sitting down at a 4 seated table. me sitting with leo and boon chin the opposite. den we were eating and suddenly got uncle came and ask, "zhe li you ren zuo ma? (is there anybody sitting here?)" den i looked up and said, "mei you (no)". den he sat down and ate his ice kacang. den after awhile he kept looking at Leo. Leo is eating fish and chips. the uncle asked, "na-nah ge shi yu ah (is tat fish)?" den Leo said. "dui (yes)". he said, "duo sao? (how much)" leo said "san quai ba ($3.80)" den he said, "okok..". den den me and boon chin was like thinking how much was my food? cause we tot tat later he would ask us also. LOL!! so funny man our thinking. LOL! den we were eating quiently and thinking how much change did the auntie give me juz now and how much i gave the auntie. LOL! den after awhile, he was looking at me for sometime den i tot he was gonna ask me. den he said, pointing to my necklace. "ni ge shi jin ah? (is tat gold?)" den i said " bu shi, shi jia de (no, its fake one)" he said "orh.. na ge shi yin ah? (that is silver ah?)" i said "bu shi bu shi.." L=O=L!! WA LAO SO FUNNY MAN! my necklace is silver in colour one den he ask is gold anot -.- den i already say is fake one den he ask is silver anot DOTZ DAO!~~ so funny!. hahas. den after eating jiu go back bk study awhile den go home liao. hahas.

next time zai update ba, very busy these few days. TMR STILL GOT PHYSICS MOCK EXAM!! needa revise!

cya~

2006-08-27T08:09:00.000+08:00

YO! I FINALLY CAME ONLINE! miss me guys? wahahas. yea, friday went out with ah man and IDY. sian, i totally messed up. feels abit awkward man. maybe i cant e normal when its juz me her and jas? lol. Well, maybe next time lets go out and play basketball, YEAA~ call cx and hb along, den u could also ask ur bball frens out too? lol. when it comes to sports, we speak the same language. hahas. idy said that if i didnt zou mei tou den my pics would be nicer, i think last time sheryl also said this b4 hahas. ok, next time when i take pics i will remember not to zou mei tou le. =D

saturday, in the morning go dance practise, wa lao, IT WAS SUPER RARE THAT I WAS EARLY TAT DAY. and almost everybody was late, for 1 HOUR. omg, i by the time we started practising, it was about time i'm going to leave to meet cx le. -.-

dress code
1. long pants (black prefered)
2. formal long sleeve white based shirt
3. White shoes

i needa buy the white long sleeves!! so when to bugis wit he bin and meet cx and wilson chua. 4 man go shopping, sound so gay! LOL!!! den walk walk here walk walk there den walk to bugis street den walk back to the shopping centre -.- walk here walk there still haven found the suitable long sleeve shirt, somemore leg very sour. LOL. jiao suan. hahas. i wander how girls can shop non-stop the whole day. dotz. so eventually we were shopping whole day. den around 4pm we went back yishun BK study, he bin helped me with CHINESE. OMG. den do alot of letter writing. den after that we go np acc leo buy the box, den walk walk here and there aso, after that went back bk study. see i so guai one. LOL okok don start. LOL! studied until 7pm den me hb cx go to mrt station den cx going admiralty me hb go woodlands causeway so find our shirt again. found so many, but still cannot find the one we like, attitude u see. hhas. den going back, our timing so good, we met cx on the same train again, he going back yishun hb go amk i go sembawang. hahas. GOOD NEWS, CX JOINING BACK THE DANCE LIAO WOO!! rest asure guys he will be able to catch up for teachers' day, cause im gonna train him! ehhs? LOL!

so later in the afternoon i go find cx and help him with the dance. =D ok so that about it today, next time wo online zai blog ba. cya!

2006-08-14T22:50:00.000+08:00

YO!~ very important anouncement! THE BARBER WILL BE COMING THIS WEEK. OMG, nvm, i cut my hair liao hahas. so now erm, IM UNPROPORTIONAL AGAIN!! its back to my stupid small head with my big body -.- SIAN AH. but nvm, JASMAN HAIR ALSO CUT LIAO. LOL. suey ah jasmine, actually ur that small small patch of grass is quite ok one, but now, its a whole head of grass. LOL. okok actually not that but la. hahas juz joking =D
wa today chua sai man, after english sdsp, me and he bin walked down the stairs to the canteen table to continue our next chemistry sdsp. den we walked to one of the tables and put our bags, den after that still got a lil bit of time b4 chem starts, so we went to the toilet to "small change". lol. den after that we went back to the canteen to buy drinks. now this is the part i chua sai. while walking there, i heard someone call my name.. "swee kiat!" den me and he bin turn to our right to see who called. we saw a group of ppl beside us. den one boy said.. "na yi ge shi swee kiat?" (which one is swee kiat?) den me, thick skinned as ever, i raised my hand and said.. "yo!" den that boy suddenly said.. "she wants ur number!" pointing to one of the girl in that group. OMG. i dono wad to do sial?!! den i juz smiled and walked towards he bin to the vending machine. heng. but suddenly that boy came to me to ask for my number AGAIN, this time he handed me a handphone. wad to do? i gave him the number -.- den after i bought my drink, i walked back to my table for chem sdsp, and also tryin to avoid that group of ppl siting there. den i heard someone shouted.. "swee kiat! ta suo ni hen shuai!" (swee kiat! she says ur handsome!) DOTZ den i juz smiled back to them and walked away quickly. CHUA-ED SAI MAN. den during sdsp he bin still said, wa bu chuo hai you mei mei gen ni na hao ma, bei ni dian dao liao. DOTZ. i whole day sitting down there don dare go anywhere juz keep doing my paper man. sweat*
after studying, my dad fetched me and i reached home at about 7pm. den my bro suddenly said.. "i calling for pizza hut, my treat." OMG AGAIN!!! he treat pizza hut?!?! and do u noe guys? my bro is only primary 4 man. not my big bro or something. THIS IS WEIRD MAN. den after that, HE REALLY CALLED AND ORDERED IT ALL BY HIMSELF! so pro! im proud of u son. LOL! den shiok dao!~~ waited for 30 mins den the pizza finally arrived.

Erm, i cant get the pic of the pizza cause when it arrived, we were like snatching the hell out of it. LOL. btw this is hash brown and drumsticks. notice the hash brown is star shaped. so cute. hahas.

well, ntg more after that, gotta go train on my breakdance. LOL. hope there wont be anymore weird stuffs happening tmr. hahas. Ciaos!~

2006-08-12T18:40:00.000+08:00

Yo!~ LONG TIME NO BLOG. hahas. today early morning 10am go sku to practise teachers' day dance. quite fun man, hahas. especially the part where we get creative and do free style. hahas. so cool man. CHIN XIANG!! WHY NVR JOIN AH U!! sian, if cx join, whooo!~ will be very shuai liao wahaha. can jian fei u see? LOL JKJK BOSS. i wanna try to do windmill before teachers' day! gotta train! learnt basic freeze, elbow freeze. now gonna master wind mill! if any break dancers around here, can give me afew pointers? hahs. should go and find somemore hiphop moves to include into the dance yea?.

okok, so im into dancing now. LOL. sounds weird, but, i kinda like it. hahas. after practise, kah kit came to my house to practise more breaking. i almost did the full windmill liao -.- it sure looks easy though, but its not at all. sian. i wish i could do windmill for the dance for teachers' day. lol. i believe DREAMS DO COME TRUE! rite jas? hahas. okok, i gotta do 50 push ups and 50 sit ups a day! TARGET SET! GO GO GO. lets do it together kah kit. we can do it! wish us luck~ lol.

2006-07-29T22:48:00.000+08:00

Yo!~ yes, YES!! TODAY.. IS THE LAST DAY.. OF N P C C. OMG. TO THINK THAT FINALLY THIS DAY CAME, ITS LIKE A DREAM COME TRUE. wahahahas. today is the most happiest day of the year. lol. the area 2 passing out parade. we swore in as 1 whole area, pass out as one whole area, said our last npcc pledge, sang our last song( not the other meaning of dying pls ). lol. hmm, guess i wont be able to see my frens from others skus again le ba. i'll miss u guys. haiz.

After our LAST parade, we went to the hall to have some refreshments, surprisingly, i don feel hungry. ITS A MIRACLE. hahas. after only eating 1 and a half serving of the small plate serving, we moved on to photo taking. i cant get to take my own picture, so i went back to take my phone to take pics of me and my bosses. haha, FJ TIME.

WAD A CUTE POST. hahas, attitude problem -.-

looking at the stars.. wait, where no stars in the hall i forgot. lol.

OMG, i FJ-ed. hahas, this picture would be perfect if Jas.. ARGH!! but, it looks cute with jas over there. hahas. Idy, me and jas -.- hees.

After i reached home, den i took out the badges and all those sutff on the uniform, den dono why, i suddenly felt quite sad.

The big cardboard that was written for me by the sec 3s. thanks guys. hahas. love u all!.

took this picture for sentimental reasons.. Exchanged name tag with chin xiang..

that'll be the last of NP. No more le. Thanks guys, for letting me have a great time during my days in NP. i really appreciated it. without u guys, i wouldn't have come this far. Year 2006 sec 4 and 5 NCOs, takkaire and all the best!.

2006-07-25T21:09:00.000+08:00

Hello guys, long time no blog, so sian, stupid tests coming again and again. E maths, A maths, Physics, Social studies, POA. DOTZ. hen sian ah. things have been more and more busy lately. omg, and this sat still got NPCC!!! Bosses, can pontan together? lol. jasmine u most good one, lets pontan together. LOL. ntg to write lei, sku so boring, everyday after sku after sdsp den study abit until 7 den go home. meaningless. =( my mum nvr burn papers today lei, hope i don see anything this festival unlike LAST TIME. omg. Don Ask.

Faster O lvl come den faster end this thing, den no need worry so much. haix. oh btw, elyn when wan go eat ah? i wan eat jap food too!! lol. hmm, i look at my hao machi everyday, hb and cx, they are so fortunate, cx got yi li sha bai, hb got rq. den everytime saw the 2 with their partner, den wo jiu feel dao xin hen kong.. hmm.. reminds me of the painful past. riminiscing.. Nah, i'll have lots of time to find someone after my Os, hope the mistakes don repeat.

. "Its juz.. u treasured the wrong person.." She told me.

. "Love is a trap and everybody fell for it." He quoted.

. "The blade still stabs into u in the end.." I concluded.

2006-07-16T21:41:00.000+08:00

Yo!~ long long time no update le, everyday from monday to thursday study until very late den go home, go home eat dinner bathe come out jiu slp liao. really NO TIME TO SPARE. ma de, only friday afternoon and sat and sun can play only. haix. now is already sunday nite liao, juz afew more hours den need to start working hard until friday again. wa, really very tired lei lidat. when o lvl coming sial?!! fast come faster take faster end den faster happy liao. wahahaha. still got about 100 days? sian 1/2. kkz let talk about last few days' stuff.

ma de, the most stress day of the week is wednesday and friday, cause got POA, and when got POA den means need to see that niao lian again, mr. mohammad. ma de every lesson, and i mean EVERY LESSON he will give us TONS of work to do and demanded us to do finish it at the end of the lesson, which is like 5 FULL questions in 45 mins? den to add on, he says that those who nvr finish by that time will be given slippers to wear. WA LAO. den somemore his period both on wed and fri one is juz b4 recess, den we still have to stay back during recess to complete his work, that leaves us about only 5 mins of reces time? dotz. he doesnt teach very well and he thinks he is a GREAT TEACHER and still said that nobody has failed his poa b4. dotz. really very stress. ok, so i bared through it until friday everyweek, den saturday comes.

there was still npcc on saturday. SIAN! actually want to pon np one. den scared that later history repeat like last time lidat, i don wanna mention it. so i was like forcing hb and cx to go also, and also forcing myself to go too. haix. den early morning go there training as usual like during PA training lidat. and when we got there i found out one thing, they DON MARK ATTENDENCE. MA MA DE, IF KNOWN EARLIER I WOULDNT HAVE GONE THERE. THIS TIME REALLY IS SIAN DAOOoo!~~ i was in the same squad as hb, so there was once i turned behind to talk to hb, den after that i looked back in front, den i happen to hear 2 girls behind me whispering to each other, "wei, ta jiao swee kiat." den the other girl said, "wo zhi dao ah". den both giggles. LOL!! i think those 2 girls saw my name tag? lol. den i act nvr hear anything. hahas. den after debrief cx they all in the GOH one still needs to train, so wait for him, den sit in yishun town canteen talk talk wit ah man hb wb. oh btw, i saw IDY. LOL!! still as cute as she is last time during ATF. =X

so after that actually wanna go play soccor wit ed they all one den after cx came den we go outside liao den they called us say they go off liao. den nvm den we go eat at np interchange that kopitiam i dono call wad sorry i direction idiot!. lol. den eat the famous chicken rice. wahahah, den i eat alot eat eat eat den still add rice also. OK! IM A PIG! lol. but i not fat lei. xD cx also add rice lei. la la la la~ den after that talk talk with hb den go home liao. sian. tmr is the start of another very very tiring week. my cough still haven recovered for 3 months. dotz. hope i don fall sick next week. well, takkaire guys! work hard too!~

2006-06-23T16:29:00.000+08:00

HONEY, IM HOME!~ hahas, im back from malaysia liao. woo! go there buy some new JACKETS. wahahahha. 1 nike 1 jordan 1 stussy. WEE!!~ the stussy jacket very outstanding. is bright orange colour one. heehees. oh, and sorry ah zeng! nvr found any Devil Beside You de vcd, only selling in DVDs only. and i also finished watching the devil beside u liao, i think THE ENDING SUX. Boo!~ although the ending they showed that they are happy in the end, but i still felt that yue very ke lian, somehow he neglected yue and has gone to be with his mum. so bad.

Today i dreamt of a weird dream, quite.. nice ba. hahas. i woke up on the bed, den i felt water all dripping everywhere. i went downstairs to check, den saw my sis and baby very scared, siting in the room on the 2nd floor, den i loo down below, i saw the staircase going down is like, suspended in the air, den the whole living room is like flooded with water, den there was this big rain storm going on, den the door to the outside was open and swinging. my dad suddenly said, don let the thief steal our things. dotz. den i jumped down to help them 'defend' our home? it looked easy when i jumped down some how. anyway, my dad and mum was outside the house defending, i cant see wad was happening cause the storm is very big, everything around me looked misty. den suddenly, someone jumped into the house from the window. den i move towards it and grapped that person, it was like sort of carrying that person but that person cant move. den i asked who are u. den i discovered that, that person is a girl. as expected, the girl struggled to break free and did not answer my question. i brought her to the 2nd floor, i dono how but it juz happened.i felt like i could talk to her with ease somehow, den i put her on the floor, den after tat we talked to each other, and my whole family was in the conversation too. and it was like, she is the one for me. this feeling, its hard to let go, suddenly i realised, it was a dream. ma de. i hope it would go on forever. hahas. den woke up and its 10 in the morning liao. dotz, wad a weird dream. i kinda like the feeling when i hold her. hahas. ok, so after tat, I WENT TO CUT MY HAIR.

DENG DENG DENG DENG~ *thunder storms*

hahas, but hopefully the hair cut was ok, still presentable i guess. not like last time the stupid INDIAN barbor in my sku,(i don wan to be racist though) cut until like ah gong tao lidat. MA DE. it is that hair cut matter that makes me think that secondary sku SUX!! really wish tat o lvl faster come and go, den i would be in poly, no no, i MUST be in poly. where my new life starts, freedom, no more stupid 'hair-catchers', no more stupid unskillful barbour, no more uniform. YES! les then 1 year to go liao. faster finish this ba, i wan to move on to poly BADLY. kkz to much to say, next time got time den write somemore ba. hahas. cya!~ oh and, my TMD TYS haven do finish!. -.-

2006-06-17T10:52:00.000+08:00

I've been tagged!

INSTRUCTIONS:
1. Do the following WITHOUT complaint.
2. Choose 5 person to do this after you completed yours.
3. Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she have been tagged.
4. Start your post with "I have been tagged!" then do this.

Favourites
Favourite Colour: White
Favourite Food: Sushi
Favourite Song: I Believe by Shin Seung Hun
Favourite Movie: All of it gives me the same feeling?
Favourite Sport: Basketball
Favourite Day of the Week: Friday (no moe NPCC! Woo!~)
Favourite Season: Hmm, don't have one.
Favourite Ice Cream: Strawberry flavour

Currents
Current Mood: Happy
Current Taste: Sweet.
Current Clothes: Bossini White shirt, converse white pants
Current Desktop: trees and leaves
Current Toe nail Colour: the original?
Current Time: 10.54 AM
Current Surroundings: Me and my sis, in her room.
Current Annoyances: Nothing.
Current Thoughts: Hoping that a miracle would happen.

Firsts
First Best Friend: Terrence.
First Crush: Yan Shan, in primary 4.
First Movie: Jurassic Park.
First Lie: Forgotten.
First Music: A B C D?

Lasts
Last Cigarette: Didnt even started.
.Last Drink: Milo Peng
Last Car Ride: A few months back.
Last Crush: She's not just a crush.
Last Movie: Cars
Last Phone Call: Chin Xiang
Last CD played: Tank

Have you ever
Have you ever dated one of your best friend: Nope.
Have you ever broken the law: Yes.
Have you ever been arrested: Nope.
Have you ever been on TV: Yes, some stupid show, don't ask.
Have you ever kissed someone you dont know: No.

Things
5 things you are wearing: Specs, Shirt, Pants and Diku. Lolx.
4 things you done today: Blogged, Talk with sis, Talk with Baby and Played music.
3 things you can hear right now: Music, Sis's voice, Dad's voice.
1 thing you do when you are bored: Play games.

PEOPLE TO DO THIS:
Ah Man;
Xue Le;
Jennifer;
Daphne;
Jeanette.

2006-06-14T23:55:00.000+08:00

Wa sian, today early morning got up and go for the english dono wad shit. lol. first speaker not bad, mr. green, joker sia him, very funny. lol. after tat is break time, go out of the hall or something? den at first sian sian walk out, but after tat, i saw something tat made me energetic.. FOOD!~ Woo!! i didnt noe those catering was for us. wahahaha. den eat eat eat eat, but need to bao chi xing xiang, so slowly eat. LOL. eh i also wan mian zi one hor. lol. after tat go toilet small change, hahs. den go into the hall again. this time, wa, the speaker is dono mr. wad was the name again? ok nvm. lols. this speaker nvr creak jokes one i listen 1 min jiu sian liao den i tou tou listen to my phone mp3 with he bin. lol. den the si ah man, ka jiao ka jiao call me call me, i kick ur pigu den u noe. LOL. after tat i use my hp bluetooth to search for other ppls phone, den found one person call, pls kill me, hahas, den i sent tat person a note, i wrote " hello!". =X he bin and me keep looking around the hall for Chio Bus. LOL!. unfortunately nvr found any, i think. lolx.

After the english thingy, go walk walk with he bin they all, oh and then, SORRY CHINN YEE! PAI SEH U SORRY BOSS!. lol. den when to J8 try to find a nice jacket for myself. hahas. den found almost all the shops all don have, den i walk into the fila shop, not expecting there will be a jacket for me, den i tell he bin, i wearing fila polo tee, den later if found a fila jacket, den i wear full set fila next time, fila jacket, shoes, shirt. lol. den when walking out of the shop, suddenly i accidentally flipped a jacket den saw one gold de jacket. WOO!!~ THATS THE ONE! I FINALLY FOUND IT! den i see the price is 59.90. i saw the tag got one 50% off. den i tot already offer price liao den i ask the person, den she say the 59.90 haven less one. den i happy dao xiao man! wahahahahaha. okok, so i bought the jacey at 29.90 only. waseh, happy happy. hahahs. den after tat go watch movie with edward they all, watch cars. wa the cars very nice, although i don find much funny parts in it, but i think the story is nice. hahas. nice show, those haven watch, this show is worth watching.

after tat go home liao. den i tok mrt when the whole group, den until yishun everybody left, den i go to sembawang with satiesh, dono spell correct anot, den we talk talk until we reach sembawang den i go bus stop he walk home, hahas, made new fren. lol. ok, thats all. buh bye!~

2006-06-07T22:14:00.000+08:00

*Chimes* the clock strikes 12. I stood up from the couch, cold shivers run down my spine, My eyes are fixed at the the front door, that somewhat seemed like the strongest steel door now looked only like some loose rusty plate of iron. suddenly, *Bang*, the door shakes vigorously, another bang was heard, this time, a dent is formed. "Its here.."

My legs felt numb as i tried to walk up the infinte flight of stairs, my senses gone wild at the same time. " Will i have have to make it back up there? Will i die? Or, should i fight back." Wild thoughts kept coming in. *Crash!* the door below me got smashed, i felt the wintriness of the air rushing into the house. From no where, this strange strength was given to me, i have the strength to carry myself and run for the door above. Running panicky, footsteps was heard behind me, getting louder and louder, it is gaining on me. My Last Hope, I reached the door, my shivering cold hands was thrown at the door knob. I was so horrified that even turning the door knob was an effort, oh how i wish i could get this over with fast. All of a sudden, the sound of the footsteps stopped. I knew, it is juz behind me now, my only option now was clear to me, i cannot run, i Have to fight back.

"I have no other choice, even if i don fight it, i would still gonna die, so, why not give it my best? i at least there would still be a little bit of hope left." Turning back to face the beast,prepared to be another of its sacrifice, but im not gonna be an easy meal. Without warning, the beast pounce at me with great speed, i dashed forward too, trying to pack a punch for it. A very very big impact, both of us flew to opposite sides of the wall. Hmm, a critical hit i presumed? the beast dropped dead, with its head twisted. Finally, everything is over.. At least i did not sacrificed for nothing, i did my best. Crimson red blood dripped on the floor, a straight clear cut across my throat. my fist crushed, it felt like a thousand needles stuck on it. I did my best, It finally ended..

2006-05-22T23:00:00.000+08:00

Walking by the gloomy beach, everything seems to be different from the past. The sea used to be filled with crystal clear waters, that even in the deepest of depths, i can still see the fishes swivel around the corals. The bright bluish water gave a refreshing sentiment, Couldn't have enough of this sensation. Now it seems to me, a dull grey sea, waters became blurred, colours became dark, often portray a sad colour. I tried to recall the special, precious memories tat seemed like a dream, but now, everything became so fake to me.

The feeling isn't right, now that she's gone, nobody's here to watch the sunset with me, only loneliness fills in me. I came to a Conclusion, "Love is Never Forever, There is NO True Love, Dreams Never come true, Im through with LIFE."

Hot tears scalded my cheeks..